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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’m glad he listened and that you had that chat. It might make he see a little of what he is causing. @tyme. Is he trying to get help? Does he want to get help?

OMG a few years!!!! That is going to drive you nuts and the kids are worse around them. Time to move!!! 😂 That’s a long haul.

Oh that wouldn’t have been fun. She this is why I don’t camp! It must have been a horrible night. At least your niece wouldn’t have slept with you! If you slept…

I don’t expect you to read back. There is a lot there since you have been gone.

Im going to bed now so I’ll see you tomorrow night. I’ll be around longer then. If your around and have time that is.

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@Captain24 hope it's a nice shower and that you can get a good night's sleep sweet ❤️.

I can understand that, i struggle with having conversations with people. Sometimes having to be an adult and pay bills sucks 😂.

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I'm not on the forums until late tomorrow again... like today @Captain24 . But little is better than nothing eh?

Yeah, I THINK they are hear for a few years. Unless they decide to go back to Sydney to the other son. But their house is small... not like the house here in Melb. And yes, I've never been so desperate looking at houses to move away.... but then I feel bad for my sister.

Anyway, I WILL read back as soon as I can!

Will catch you tomorrow.

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@Captain24 wrote:

T/W mentions death.

@moderator can you please put a trigger box on this if it needs one?

Im in shock.

When I started out at work. There was this guy. He was pretty sleazy but my cousin was in his crew and told home to leave me alone and he did. We got to know each other over time and he always talk on switch over. He is in another crew to me. When I did a dayshift in his crew a couple of weeks back. He asked how I was and we chatted for a while before pre-start started. He did the same on the nightshift overtime that I did. He sat with me and just chatted.

So I get to work today and they have big bosses in the pre-start meeting. They held a separate meeting after the normal one. He was fatally injured in an accident near his home over the weekend. It’s such a shock and very sad. But even sadder is the fact that his first grandchild is due in 4 days.


OH my @Captain24 ... what a shock. Are you ok?

Also, your cousin works with you? Does that mean it's one of your parents' siblings children (if that makes sense)

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@Captain24 wrote:

So I guess you have done a lot of origami then? @MissGremlin. I don’t have the capacity to think right now. Maybe as things get better I can get it out and have a go.

I’ve just put some music on quietly. I don’t really like noise but I need to stop the noise in my head.

It’s sunny but not very warm. I have a tracksuit on. I don’t like the cold but one thing I like about autumn is the leaves falling off the trees and the clouds they turn. I made a resin art coaster of a leaf in the autumn colours.

These are the photos that I ordered.

 

 

 

 


Wow! Those photos are so professional @Captain24 !

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@MissGremlin wrote:

@Captain24 it's alot of tablets, you might rattle when you walk 😂. Sorting them out on a weekly basis is a good idea and makes it much easier to manage.

I'm really glad the dog survived. Alot of owners don't realise until it's too late sadly.

They are definitely perfect pets for kids, though alot of kids much prefer fluffy pets 😂. I do handle her regularly, she loves being a bracelet 😂.


You're so funny @MissGremlin

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@Captain24 , did you end up getting your results from the GP?

I've finally caught up. It's so good to see you and @MissGremlin supporting each other.

@MissGremlin , how are you feeling now? Is your migraine gone now?

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@tyme tonight's been tough and my head is still pounding. I'm just sitting on my bed with Casper, a TV show and my diamond art.

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Erghh... migraines are terrible! Is the TV making it worse though?

@MissGremlin

I'm really sensitive to noise and sound. DO you know what helps me? White noise. I just have it playing and I find it helps with the tension, headaches etc. But as you know, we are all different.

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@tyme i only watch things on my phone so it's down low with brightness and sound. But yes migraines are horrible, I'm having them almost on a daily basis.

We are definitely all different, I get affected by noise and bright lights. White noise actually drives me crazy, though I know that's a short trip 😂.

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