I can’t cope

@Captain24 that so good, it's really helpful to have people like that supporting us.

It sounds like a very small place to live in and would honestly be so peaceful i imagine.

I start my bedtime routine at 6.30pm. I'm actually liking having this space away from my thread today, I was chatting to a mod earlier today in my thread which was helpful but it's been nice to have just general chats aswell. Here has felt safe today and it's been such a good distraction, nothing too heavy. Thankyou for being here for me today sweet, it's meant so much.

Woohoo half way through, well done ☺️

It is a small place. Lots goes on as there is a lot of drugs like everywhere else. It is beautiful though. The main streets have all old buildings still. Trees line the Main Street. Everywhere I look at my house I can see mountains. The catholic church is 150 years old this year and that’s when they put the steeple on so the rest of the building is even older. @MissGremlin. In the water I live in it’s peaceful and very family oriented. It’s quite expensive to rent out here so they are mainly families.

It’s all good. You have kept me distracted too. I’m glad you were chatting to a mod about things though. That would have helped get some stuff off your chest.

I’ve started a new section. My back is aching from sitting on the chair all day. I’m thinking I’ll get some dinner soon and might watch some tv. I heard Jett before and couldn’t find him. He was sitting on another dining chair to be near me.

Have you eaten yet?

@Captain24 there's always drugs going on i feel no matter where you go, earlier today i walked outside and could smell a certain one being smoked. It still sounds like a beautiful place though.

It's been a good distraction for both of us today. It helped to get things out but I also enjoyed the relaxed chats here aswell.

I get the sore back from sitting at the chair for too long. Some dinner and then a bit of TV sounds like a good idea. Awww Jett wanting to be close to you, so cute ❤️.

No i haven't, I'm feeling blah so not really hungry today. Feel things crashing here a bit (I'm safe) so just counting down the time until I can start my routine and hop into bed with my diamond art.

So many at work do them too. @MissGremlin. We get drug tested occasionally! That certain one makes me heave at the smell of it, bad experience.

It has been pretty relaxed. Which is what I was hoping you needed. Hoping to help you get through the day and we are almost there!

He suffers really badly with separation anxiety. He has to be close to us all the time, whether here or at mum and dads.

Hope you can start soon and then be able to relax for a bit.

@Captain24 I've never done drugs, the smell annoys me.

It has helped so much i can't thank you enough for both giving me this space and just being here. Glad we are almost there though cos I'm feeling exhausted both physically and mentally.

Awwww he really does love you all. Casper was whining today when he couldn't get to me through the gate from the other room that I was in, I'm like you can literally see me 😂.

I'm actually ready for bed other than doing my hair and teeth. Going to get my diamond art set up after I've done those 2 things.

It’s all good. I told you I would be by your side to get through today and look at you, you are almost there! @MissGremlin

Im hoping that by being exhausted that you may get some sleep. I’m hoping that for you.

I was trying to eat my dinner and he was sitting in the back of the lounge with his head in my face watching the fork go from my bowl to my mouth.

It’s funny how they can’t cope with not being able to get to you!

Hopefully by now you are in bed. Getting your diamond art ready.

Does Casper get in the bed or lays on the floor?

@Captain24 you did and I appreciate it so much. I made it to bed and I even have a bowl of a cereal type thing, like crunchy cluster thing with nuts, cos I'm not nuts enough 😂.

I really hope I can sleep tonight.

Haha Casper sits at the top of the lounge like a cat would when I'm eating 😂. I'm always worried he's going to start drooling on me 😂. They are such funny animals with the things they do.

Casper sleeps on the bed with me but will move to the floor if he gets warm.

I’m glad you had something to eat and cereal is fine @MissGremlin. Love the nuts comment! 😜 I often say that something is driving me crazy and I’m already crazy!

Im really hoping you do.

If I have the bowl or plate in my hand he lays on my lap underneath it. It makes it hard to eat. Lucky he is only 4.5 kg.

Pix will let me put her in the bed and then as she gots hot she gets off and lays on my dirty clothes or the pillows on the floor. If she wants to get back up she just climbs her stairs. Jett doesn’t get down at all!

The stairs are the best thing. I have a high bed and Pix only has little legs and can’t jump high so she climbs the stairs. It’s nothing for me to go down to my room and she is on my bed. Her favourite place to lay is in my room.

@Captain24 haha yes that's another one I say 😂.

Oh he's such a character. Casper isn't exactly small so not sure he'd get away with that one 😂.

Awww Pix seeks out your scent, that's so cute. The stairs are such a good idea for little dogs, it's safer then them injuring themselves trying to jump up or down.

Casper is always with me wherever I sit, so if I'm on the lounge he's on there or at my feet, on my kitchen floor he's right next to me or on me etc.

Definitely a character. He is one of a kind but the world couldn’t handle 2 of him! 😜 @MissGremlin. He has quite a personality and has no personal space awareness.

They are awesome. She doesn’t need to wake me up anymore to pick her up or put her down off the bed. It took her a little while to figure them out. I have since bought a set for the lounge too so she can get up when she wants.

Jett is either with me or with Pix. He has to know where we both are at all times. He is happy laying and playing with Pix but usually if I move he follows me.

It’s awesome how much they love us. It’s something really special.