I can’t cope

Thank you so much for sharing, that lunch looks sooo warm and nourishing. @Captain24 🥰

It sounds like you've had a lovely and productive day. ✨

I am sensing a little more lightness in your energy through this message - have you noticed that too? 🫶

I remembered that you wanted the photo so as a sat the plate down I took it. It’s the same lunch that we have Christmas Day @AuntGlow

It has been a productive day and it’s been ok. Things have been feeling a little lighter, mostly. It gets a bit harder in the late afternoon and evening though.

I’ve just laid down for an hour but things have dropped. I’m having some intrusive thoughts. I’m trying to talk myself out of bed.

That sounds like good value. @MissGremlin. It might come in handy if I have to have another surgery.

Im sorry you have been crying and have a migraine. I’m thinking of you

@Captain24 definitely might, hoping another surgery doesn't have to happen though.

Thankyou sweet. Thinking of you too and here if you want to chat ❤️.

I’m hoping not! @MissGremlin

Im just feeling really down right now. Maybe because it’s the biggest day I’ve had since surgery. It could be that I had my first good nights sleep and need more but I have to be up at 4:30 for work. It could be that I have to go to work tomorrow. Or.. it could be that things have been okish and now it’s time to fall backwards again.

@Captain24 honestly sweet reading all of that i feel like it could be a combination of everything.

Sorry. That was a lot. Feeling a little anxious as well. @MissGremlin

@Captain24 no, there's no reason to apologise sweet. I know it's alot with everything that you've done and going back to work tomorrow after quite a bit of time off. I can understand feeling anxious aswell.

I'm sitting with you sweet and sending you hugs ❤️

Thanks @MissGremlin

Im just waiting for the dogs dinner time and then I’m going to bed. Hopefully I can sleep well until 4:30.

Sorry I won’t be around for you tomorrow though, I won’t be around much until Friday and I’m sorry about that.

Yes! I love it. I feel included in your day now, hehe @Captain24

I am so happy to hear you have found lightness throughout your day, however, I understand why your thoughts might become more busy at night (especially with the change of weather and time - I know that often impacts me).

Can you tell me one thing you're proud of from today and one thing you're proud of from this past week?

PS: Please give Pix and Jett a hug for me. 🤗💛