I can’t cope

@Captain24 that really is huge sweet, you should be so proud of yourself, I know I'm proud of you ☺️.

Sausages sangas are good, it was a quick and easy meal. I'm not sure it's a safe space or just a comfort space. I just find myself there alot but I never used to.

Really hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight sweetheart, it's been a rough time lately sleep wise for both of us whether it has been not sleeping or sleeping more than we should.

Yes alot of people don't understand, I was having a conversation with alwaysmyself about it the other day. When you live with the type of SI that we do crisis lines don't understand it. They want to try to fix it when it's not that simple, in those moments I just need connection and to be heard and I state that to them clearly but unfortunately it falls on deaf ears.

I just sat in my bed hence why I didn't reply before cos I was doing bedtime routine. Something happened here that's both shocked me and left me hurt (I'm safe). I'm going to put my TV show on and see if I can do some diamond art, hoping I can get an early night.

I’m sorry but I’ve just got no words right now @MissGremlin. I’m really sorry.

Im going to try and go to sleep, try that 20 minute thing if I don’t fall asleep.

I’ll reply properly tomorrow.

@Captain24 it's completely ok sweetheart. I hope you can get some sleep. Sending love and hugs ❤️

Hello @Captain24 sweet, how are things feeling for you today? ❤️

@Captain24 @MissGremlin I'm so glad that you two can be there for each other through some really rough and intense moments. You said it well @MissGremlin in that sometimes what we need most is to be able to feel connected 💜

How you healing up @Captain24?

Hi @MissGremlin

Sorry I’ve been quiet today. Not feeling real good. All I have done all day is diamond art since 7 this morning. I had a phone call from my Pdoc and dad came around and mowed my front lawn. I’ve just sat down to have dinner.

Im feeling really tired.

How are you going?

@Captain24 it's ok sweetheart. Hope the phone call went ok with the pdoc?

I'm really tired aswell, it's been a hard day for me today (I'm safe).

If things haven’t changed by the time I see my GP next Friday I have to make an appointment with her for the following week. @MissGremlin

Sorry it’s been hard for you

Are you doing your bedtime routine?

Hey @Jynx

Im healing ok. I went grocery shopping yesterday and my stomach hurt for a while after lifting all the shopping bags. But other than that it’s been ok. I’ve been looking after it.

How are you going?

@Captain24 hoping things have changed for the better by then sweet.

I am doing my bedtime routine at the moment.