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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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The two younger ones are really good together. But once the eldest is there, it's a horror movie @Captain24 .

But the middle misses when the eldest isn't around. He said it's 'boring' without her.

We have a labour day public holiday here tomorrow. I've already got my ironing pile ready.

My sister is taking the kids to the park for a BBQ, but the eldest is staying home because she's sick.

When's your next shift?

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I have both on the lounge with me now @MissGremlin

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Does she stir up trouble or it just gets messy when she is around @tyme

That cute that he misses her. Apparently when I was on school camps my brother missed me.

Good to see it’s happening for you. I have no ironing to do! And my house is clean.

I go back to work tomorrow. I have everything ready to go. So I won’t see you until Saturday after tonight.

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Oh! You go tomorrow! Hope the shifts will be okay.

What sh-t hits the fan, just remember it's a job. It pays the bills, it puts food on the table, it pays for Pix's treatment... then leave the rest.

When I'm around, I'll just pop in a post here and there. Feel free to do the same!

On my list tomorrow:

- ironing

- mopping

- take Ruby out

- training to catch up on

That's it! @Captain24

I knew a lady who coldn't understand why siblings fought. She said she NEVER fought with her brother - ever... so that was really strange to hear.. and they weren't that many years apart.

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Yes it pays the bills. Well not at the moment! @tyme. I’m doing an overtime shift at the end of it so I can pay mum and dad for the surgeon. They paid the gap for me. I still have the hospital excess and the anaesthetist gap yet.

Please do pop in, I like it when you do and I’ll respond when I get home in the mornings as it’s nightshifts when you are in.

Sounds like a busy day. It’ll be nice to take Ruby out though, she will love that.

My brother and I use to fight all the time! Well we still do. The kids across the road never fought though. I found that unusual!

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Dogs fed and I’ve had a shower and I can finally go to bed.

Good night @tyme @MissGremlin

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Night @Captain24 sweet, hope you get a good night's sleep ❤️

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Feel free to post whenever you have time. Hope work won't be too stressful for you.

Have a good night and I hope you rest up @Captain24

I'll wait to hear from you.

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It was a rough night @MissGremlin. I can’t remember how many times I woke up. So while I was in bed for a while I didn’t get much sleep.

Just going about the motions now getting ready. Not looking forward to it though.

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@Captain24 sorry to hear it was a rough night sweet. I really hope today goes ok for you and that tonight you can get a better night's sleep.

Sending you hugs sweetheart ❤️.

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