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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I have scrubbed every shelf! @MissGremlin.

Ive discovered that I have more chocolates and lollies than I have food! A lot of it is left over from Christmas though. But at least I can see everything.

Im just waiting for the bath to fill. My foot hurts a lot so im guessing it’s going to sting in the bath!

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@Captain24 well done. Does it feel good to have it nice and clean?

Haha i do the same thing, but i don't eat lollies so don't know how i end up with so many 😂.

Hope the bath is ready soon for you. Not good about your foot sweet, did you run it under cold water when it happened?

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It feels awesome to have it looking so good. @MissGremlin. It took a lot of work but it’s done. Just to wash all the plastics. There is a heap in the dishwasher now and when it finishes I’ll put more in. My clean kitchen is t very clean anymore! I’ll have to re-do it tomorrow.

My bath was good but laying in it has hurt my back. I thought it would help. I’ll see what happens in the morning, maybe it’ll take a while for the salt to kick in.

Nah… I didn’t put cold water on it, I just dealt with the pain. It did hurt in the bath though! It still feels like it’s burning. But it’s a good pain.

When I was cleaning. I found a heap of bottles of alcohol. I don’t drink!!! 😂 I haven’t had a drop for about 5 years.

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@Captain24 the fact that we are having 2 conversations on 2 threads makes me laugh 😂.

I know that feeling, it's like yes it's clean. I don't know if you're like me but everytime I clean my pantry I'm like right that's it I'm keeping it clean, a few weeks later and it's trashed again 😂.

The rest of the kitchen can wait until tomorrow, you've done incredibly well today sweet.

Oh that sucks that laying in the bath has hurt your back more, hoping the salts start to help soon.

I know what you mean about the feeling of good pain. You can put a cold flannel on it though if it does feel like too much.

Haha oh I had alcohol in my fridge for years that was brought for me but I don't drink, i ended up pouring it down the drain cos it went out of date. My last drink was about 20 years ago 😂.

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I just commented on your thread and laughed as well! @MissGremlin

Yeah I do that. Everything currently has a spot. I always think that I’ll unpack my groceries into the right spots. I’ll do it for about a week or two and then it’ll just go back to the same!

Yeah. I’ve done enough for today. I’ll unpack the dishwasher when it’s finished and then I’ll repack it and that’s my day done.

I’ve taken some pain relief so hoping that kicks in soon. It didn’t do much earlier though. It hurts less if I’m moving but I just don’t have anything left in me to move now. I’m done, I’m spent, I’m exhausted and all the thoughts are rolling through my head.

If it doesn’t stop burning soon I should do something about it to cool it. I don’t want it to blister but I think I got the water off if quick enough though.

I did find some brandy and realised that I will need more. I make a Christmas cake in November and it uses a lot of brandy! It’s my great grandmother’s recipe.

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@Captain24 gonna reply in a bit sweet, didn't want you to think i was ignoring you. I'm going to do my bedtime routine so I can sit and relax and then I'll reply to you ☺️

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All good. @MissGremlin

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Hi @Captain24 @MissGremlin ,

What's happening for everyone?

Sounds like you did a lot today again. Hope your back is okay @Captain24

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Hey @tyme

My pantry is clean and free of moths!!! It looks so good!

My back is really bad. I need it better by Tuesday so I can drive to my psych. I’m going whether it’s sore or not. I need some closure from the hospital. I won’t have time to see anyone other than my psych but I just need to go to the building one last time.

How are you going?

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Nice! How'd you get rid of the moths? I have moths in my bathroom... maybe I just need to buy moth balls, but I hate the smell! The moths like hiding in my bath towel...

I'm glad your pantry is moth-free. Moths annoy me... they are just everywhere.

I'm okayish... a little stressed tonight, but working through it. It's not bad or anything. I just have to get a lot done.

@Captain24

Do you know if you've had a fall or something with your back/hip???

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