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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Thanks @AlwaysMyself

The trucks I drive aren’t quite as big but not really much smaller. It’s actually easier to drive than driving your car. I don’t need a special licenses. You just have to get good at reversing! All the roads are big to accommodate the trucks and all the diggers are big. So it is all comparative until you get into a car to drive around site!

How are things for you today?

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It’s freezing down here but I don’t want to leave.

 

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@Captain24 such a beautiful view 😍. Just need an extra layer of clothing 😂

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It’s so nice down here @MissGremlin. I’m sitting in wet swimmers. My legs are turning purple! 😂

I don’t want to go back yet!

How are you coping?

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I like the cold, so i agree with @MissGremlin that another coat will solve it @Captain24 😋.

Sounds like an extra day and without the family at the beach would be much enjoyed. I assume this isnt possible due to work?

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I really don’t like being cold! @AlwaysMyself. When I go back I’ll have a hot shower and put a tracksuit on!

I can’t stay an extra day as we don’t have the accommodation for it. Plus it’s raining the day we leave anyway. I am sitting here trying to work out how I can come back for a couple of days on my own. Mum gets upset if I go anywhere without her though. I’d still have to consider the dogs though. But I could leave them in the afternoon for a while if I was on my own. I’d just do stuff with them in the morning and wear them out so they would sleep.

I am considering going back in though.

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@Captain24 haha I'm definitely a fan of the cold so can completely understand 😂.

Today's a hard day but I'm trying to stay connected here. I'm about to wash my hair over the bath, a full shower feels a bit much right now but I at least want to wash my hair.

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@AlwaysMyself the cold is the best I reckon 😂.

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I'd LOVE to be at a cool beach right now. I've got he air con on above me, blowing freezing air onto me lol.

As with dogs not eating, seriously... they'll eat when they are ready. I sorta don't think Keiko knows that the tugging was for not eating lunch however long before... right? Argh.. I hope Jett and Pix don't get pulled like that. I remember you once saying she tugs on Jett's leash?

Does that mean it's quite cold where you are? Seriously, it can be so weird that we are a few hours apart, yet the weather is so so different.

I don't have much planned. My niece wants me to take her to kmart later to spend her pocket money... I told her mum to take her.

Hahahah... I'm glad you told your bro's ex/partner that the dogs bite. Was it Pix that doesn't like your bro?

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I’m trying to talk myself into going back in but it’s just so cold! @MissGremlin At least I’ve got something warm to put on.

Wanting to wash your hair is huge! Just the fact that you want to. Whether you can do it or not doesn’t matter. Bonus if you do though.

I get how hard it is to shower. I can go days without it. But washing my hair is extra hard!

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