I can’t cope

I’m pretty reluctant to try anything else but there is nothing else here anyway. @AlwaysMyself.

I haven’t heard of a Medicare centre? I’m glad you are hopefully getting to join in though and we’ll done on facing the negative experience and trying again

You did well. @Jynx

I went and saw my psych in person today and not even the beach made me smile. Neither did the amazing lookout I found.

Productivity is subjective. I see it as tasks that are done. I have to tick off my list. I would never have thought of anything else until you said that.

Pixie really struggled at mums on Sunday when it was 43. She did ok yesterday though as she was here and today mum dropped them back here at 4 so they were in the cool for the hottest part of the day. Not sure how hot it got though. It was only 26 down where my psych is.

@Captain24 i hear you sweet and that's definitely a long time but we are here always ❤️.

Please don't ever feel guilty for having the support you deserve. And don't feel bad for talking about it. I'm so happy that you have support and that your psych is helpful.

It is right now. I think I have found a time to see her in 2 weeks but I’ll have just come off nightshift so I don’t know if it’ll be productive. @MissGremlin

You have no idea how much I wish I could help.

@Captain24 it could be good to see her in 2 weeks but weighing up whether it will be productive sounds tough.

It's ok sweet, you do help just by being here ❤️.

I’ll see how I’m going @MissGremlin. I see my GP next week. So will see what happens after.

Im laying in bed. I’m exhausted but scared to sleep. I know I have to wake up and face another day.

@Captain24 that sounds like a good plan.

I hear you sweet, I understand that feeling all too well. I know it's hard to think about facing another day, but you never know what the day will hold, maybe it will be a good day and things will start to shift. We can only hope sweetheart, even just a little bit of hope is enough to keep us going on the darkest days.

I'm heading to bed @Captain24 @MissGremlin . I do hope tonight brings restful sleep, and that tomorrow dawns a day without negative stress. But know we are here whether it is negative or positive.

I need to find that hope @MissGremlin

Sorry I’m so difficult. I’m really really struggling in this very moment.

@AlwaysMyself hope you get a good night's sleep sweet. Night night ❤️