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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Relief @hanami. It really scared me that that was what she was thinking. She is putting her trust in me. I think if I didn’t have work on Sunday she may have put me in.

I do feel a little better after talking to her. I can also now say I am safe. I told her that I desperately want to end it but I wouldn’t.

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hanamiSenior Contributor

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It must be so tough to feel that way. But I'm glad you feel a bit better after talking to her. It sounds like your mental health team is really caring and supportive.

❤️

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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My MH team is amazing!

Thanks so much for you support today while I was being difficult @hanami @FloatingFeather

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hanamiSenior Contributor

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Aw, you're not being difficult so never think we think that about you. I think you're great and genuinely want you to feel good again!

I'll be off soon for now but will see you again on Monday!

Hope the weekend is ok for you and you can do something nice for yourself. 💓

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FloatingFeatherSenior Contributor

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Great minds think alike @hanami. I was going to say the same thing - you're not being difficult at all @Captain24 - you're having real feelings to your situation and that's totally understandable.

Happy we were able help a little - always more than happy to support you 🙂

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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Hello and hugs @FloatingFeather , @hanami , @tyme , @Captain24 , @Bow xoxo

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tymeModerator

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@Captain24 - still at the function?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Hey @tyme

I just got home. It was actually pretty good. I really needed the distraction. Driving home though I felt sick, was shaking and full of dread. I’m actually scared to be here.

How was your day?

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tymeModerator

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Sounds like you're experiencing a whole range of emotions tonight @Captain24 in that you thought it was 'pretty good' but then you are scared to be here?

I'm interested in this.

As for me, I had my work function today. I didn't stay long. It was good to catch up with people though. Just the surface chat. Nothing serious too deep. I don't regret going though. It was good for me, let's just say 🙂

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Sorry the function was good but I’m scared being home alone. The dread and the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I don’t know if you’ve read my earlier posts but it has been a really rough day.

Im happy that you were glad you went. I know how hard that was for you @tyme

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