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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I did this one too @Flutterbug9

 

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@Captain24 Ok I've changed my mind, as a gem enthusiast I love these ones the most! Especially the blue and purple clusters. They would have been fun to build - and challenging I imagine.

So important to celebrate the small wins you've had. Although nourishing your body and getting outside for some grounding hasn't given you the relief you were hoping for, on a deeper level this may have helped as it's a reminder that whilst you can't control how you are feeling you most certainly can control your actions!

Thank you for letting me know you are safe. I'm sitting with you and wishing that this storm will soon pass.

Forest_Fairy

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They were fun @Forest_Fairy. It was awesome to see them come to life.

Im done. I’m really distressed right now. I’m scared.

All I’ve got is to go to bed. I don’t think I’m strong enough.

I feel alone.

Bed is my safe place, mostly.

That’s all I’ve got left to try.

Thank you for this afternoon, I know it’s not your job to help me with this but I do appreciate it.

I am safe now I’m in bed

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I know I’ve got a Robotime Time ‘Lilys Place’ which features a cat.
I hardly go to spotlight, if I do I try to just get exact what I went there for.

so tempting to buy other craft things at times. 😹

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I’ve spent a lot of money at spotlight! They have really good resin stuff and that shit is expensive! I have 2 more of the roKr wooden puzzles in my cupboard that are both from spotlight! I only go twice a year though. When we are on holidays there is a spotlight but not one here where I live. @Flutterbug9. Online shopping is a problem though!

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Hello @Captain24 my sweet, I'm sorry I've not been able to be around today for you.

I hear you are scared sweet but I want you to know i am here with you now ❤️.

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Hey @MissGremlin

It’s totally ok! You have your own stuff going on. How are you feeling now? Did you get any sleep?

Im really scared of where my thoughts are taking me but I have just gotten into bed so that makes me safer

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@Captain24 things are tough tonight, I'm sitting with really strong thoughts and urges myself (I'm safe for now).

I hear you sweet. I'm glad you have gotten into bed. Have you got Pix and Jett with you?

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@Captain24

I hope that you are able to rest and that when you wake up tomorrow things will begin to feel a little lighter.

You are most certainly welcome. Thank you for letting me sit with you.

Rest well,

Forest_Fairy

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I’m sorry you are going through that. @MissGremlin. It’s hard and it hurts. Where are Casper and Stella?

Jett is on my bed and Pix is in the floor chewing a bone. Not helpful for sleep!! 😜

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