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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

@tyme ?? Are you around tonight?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Car is packed and ready to go just need to get fuel on my way out in the morning. I think I’m ready. House is clean so I come back to a clean house unless mum and dad drop the dogs off overnight and if they still have no hot water and need to shower. They make a mess.

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tymeModerator

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Hello hello @Captain24 !

I just hopped on.

What time are you leaving?

You must've done a lot of work today!

Do you travel with everything?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Hey!!! @tyme

Im leaving around 8 in the morning. I have to drop the dogs off just before 8 as that’s walk time. Can’t break mums routine!

I’ve done so much today.. ready..

I cleaned out the walk-in, finally

I removed all the cobwebs from out the back half of the house.

I cleaned the outside windows of the back half of the house

I cleaned the crap out of my car, took it to the car wash and cleaned the interior.
I cleaned my whole house including the floors

I had a shower and washed, dried and straightened my hair

I finished packing.

I packed the dogs stuff

I had a rest, I was tired!!!

Now I’m about to feed the dogs and have some dinner.

How have your last 2 sticky notes gone?

Oh and well done on getting through so many yesterday!!!

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tymeModerator

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Congrats for being so organised @Captain24 !

I hope you have a great time. Take your time. Embrace your time away.

Breathe in the fresh air enjoy your time with your friend/s.

Do you think you'll miss your dogs?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m feeling pretty tired now but I feel so much better being so organised and set up for when I get back. @tyme

I hope it’s good. I’ll spend as much time as I can near the ocean.

Yes I’m going to miss them terribly. It’ll be nice to sleep on my own!

How are you going?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m sorry for reaching out. I should have waited for you first. Incase you didn’t have time or didnt want to. I apologise.

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tymeModerator

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Nice @Captain24 . I'll be jealous of you sleeping on your own, beucase my niece is with me! arghhhh... this kid.

So sorry, I've been caught up today. I'll catch you when you are on next. But please spend as much time as you can enjoying yourself.

I'll be thinking of you!

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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It’s ok @tyme

Tag me if you want when you are on but I won’t tag you unless you tag me

Sorry I bothered you tonight

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tymeModerator

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@Captain24 wrote:

I’m sorry for reaching out. I should have waited for you first. Incase you didn’t have time or didnt want to. I apologise.

Huh? I only just saw this post above. You can reach out whenever and I'll respond when I can. I can't promise it will be straight away, but I always try to respond. It takes time to go through all my notifications.

But please don't be sorry. There's nothing to it.

Oh, and I visited that house twice yesterday and once today.... it's heartbreaking....

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