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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Cobwebs done

windows done

Now to start on the car

@rav3n

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morning @Captain24, seeing you excited makes me feel excited too!

i've got a few things to catch up in the background of the forums so i will respond properly to your post soon, but i just wanted to let you know i'm here and following along!

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My car is now clean and all the shit removed from it. I have also cleaned the interior.

Im getting stuff done today!

Now for some lunch

@rav3n

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wowww you're half way through already!! @Captain24 hope you have a lovely lunch.

my list for today:

  • follow up on some emailing stuff (which i've done)
  • catch up on emails (working on this now)
  • catch up on notifications
  • read through a report (this might take the longest)
  • prep an email template (if i have extra time, if not - i'll do it next week)
  • finish my notes

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I’ve had some lunch. I’m running out of steam. I’m feeling exhausted. @rav3n.

I need to clean my house and it’s going to take a lot of self talk. It’s has to be done though and I told you I would.

How are you going?

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you have been up and moving for a while now, makes sense that you'd feel exhausted @Captain24

hope you've taken some lil pauses in between, even if it's just to hydrate. please know that whether you get the cleaning done or not, you've done an amazing job today!

i have done the emails catch up, i started reading the report for a bit but my attention span is dropping so i'm going to switch tasks and come back to it.

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The house is clean @rav3n. Now to have a shower and wash my hair. That seems like a huge ask right now but I haven’t showered for days and since I’m going away tomorrow I need clean hair.

That’s good you decides to switch tasks if it wasn’t working for you. Maybe when you have nothing else to do it’ll be easier. You did say it was big.

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I have had a shower and washed and dried my hair. I haven’t straightened it. I’ve done a load of washing and about to hang it inside.

I still have to straighten my hair and finish packing. It’s just little things, the majority is done and pack the dogs things to take to mums.

But right now I’m going to go a lay down. I’m just way too tired. I’ve pushed really hard today and it’s ok, in my mind, to stop and have a rest.

I hope you are getting through that report.

@rav3n

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yes please do rest up, you've worked really hard today and accomplished SOO much!! @Captain24 i really hope you're proud of the things you've gotten done.

as for me, i've had some last minute new tasks pop up but i've completed them now - deciding to hold off on the report part for next week. i did get the notification done and now it's just email template and notes left (i'll go back to the report if i get more time).

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I have had a rest @rav3n. I need to get up now though to feed the dogs and finish off the last little bits.

I am kinda impressed with what I’ve done. It’s hard for me to think to much good of myself.

That makes sense leaving the report, maybe you will be fresher earlier on in the week.

Well done for getting the rest done!

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