I can’t cope

I thought you must have finished @AuntGlow

It’s the adrenaline. I don’t think I’ll ever perform again.

Broadway Jazz is so good, I remember doing ‘All that Jazz’ and yes I sung it as I typed it!

Just these naan things she found at Aldi and some food for Pix. When I got up I saw the naan things on the bench and thought to myself how did I miss them this morning when I got home. Then I went to the fridge and Pix’z food was there so I figured they had been in.

Im tired and suffering withdrawals, it’s not a good combination. I really don’t have much tonight. I didn’t go grocery shopping (so I’ll have to get up early and do that) I’m just deciding that I should get out of bed. I don’t know what I can do. I just have nothing. I know it’s not recovery focussed but I’ve been working so hard on that and today I just need a break from trying so hard to please others

Hey @Captain24 ,

I'm popping in before I go out. Have you thought of any particular questions?

I’ll hit you with it all. @tyme

She is undergoing a cancer scare and is really struggling with it. She is taking everything out on my brother. If he tries to be happy she says he doesn’t care. If he tries to be down she says he just wants her to get cancer and die. He can’t say or do anything right.

He has reached out and asked mum to give her a call as she has no family and no one to talk to. I gave mum a list of self-care activities to give her.
Is there anything other than self care that I can help her with or guide her into the right direction? To calm her down a bit? Apparently with self care she has lightened a little bit. I want to give her a call but I’m not sure what I can say to help.

Is there anything I can say to my brother so he understands a little?

He has reached out and she is reaching out so I just want to be able to support them in some way

Oh my gosh! What a classic. Do you have a favourite stage show? @Captain24

That sounds yum, did you add anything to them?

You know, that's okay. You work SO hard - you're entitled to a bedrot day, in my opinion.

No need to please here, the recovery-focused approach is for you. And sometimes surrendering to what we feel and caring for ourselves softly is the exact recovery we need.

I will check-in on Monday, I hope you have a lovely weekend. 💛

Hey @Captain24 just dropping off some 💜

How you going hun?

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Hey @Jynx

having a little rough moment.

how are you? What have you been up to?

@Captain24 rough moment eh? Should we get our boxing gloves and show that moment what for?

Hehehe. I'm alright, just been braving the woes of bureaucracy lol. That and I need some new shirts for my cats - it's nearly flea treatment time!

What have you been up to?

Coming off night shift, tired, withdrawals, doesn’t make things overly easy @Jynx

Oh bureaucracy doesn’t sound like fun!

Don’t you use the same shirts each time?

Just about to have some dinner out of a tin and watch some tv. Not really up for much else

@Captain24 oh I bet hun, withdrawals are nasty business. Hugs

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I do use the same shirts but one of them is actually a bit small and I feel bad... Razz is chonkier than when I originally bought them!! So maybe a late-night Kmart trip in order lol.

Anything good on tv? I recently started watching 30Rock... never seen it before but it's one of those classics!

Oh.. it’s brutal @Jynx. Tonight is a massive struggle. Thoughts are getting darker and darker real fast.

Are they just baby shirts? I don’t have any jumpers for Pix but she hates them. I have a parka coming for her for walking in the freezing cold and rain. Jett has a few jumpers but he is always cold.

Im just watching catch up from being at work. I’ve just finished a weeks worth of home and away now I think I should start in neighbours.

I haven’t seen 30rock since I was a kid. They’re aliens living as humans aren’t they?