I can’t cope

I’m sorry @Jynx. I don’t know what has happened. I’ve never felt anything like this before. I was feeling it a little with you and @tyme the other day but not to this level.

What I need is to feel connected and wanted. But that makes me needy.

Jett won’t eat his dinner. They both just had a little bit of steak. Pix is asking for a treat but with all the shit she is going to have tomorrow she doesn’t need one. Plus mum is giving her a bone instead of an extra toy so she will have that too.

They’re being annoying now. @AuntGlow. Jett won’t eat and Pix wants a treat. She just had some steak.

I have my Dino. A sloth probably would have been better but the Dino was green and cute.

I don’t know what will alleviate the pain but I need connection and being wanted.

Whaaaat?! Pix is eating like a queen over here! @Captain24

It's whatever works for you. 🦖💛

Connection and being wanted, yes. So, so valid. What kind of things help you to feel this way?

Ello ello @Captain24 🙂

Steak for the dogs?

They are looked after! @AuntGlow. It was just bits off my steak.

I don’t know what will help. I’m scared to reach out incase I’m right and everyone wants to leave. It will destroy me and I can’t take it.

Hey @tyme

It was just off cuts off my steak. Jett won’t eat his proper dinner though.

I guess his tummy is only tiny @Captain24 . He might eat later 🙂

Kiddos on holidays... niece in my bed!!! Arghhhh!

I'm sitting here looking at my house. I've got so much ironing to do!

He will be sick in the morning because he didn’t eat! @tyme

I thought she was sick. I guess she is feeling better. Does that mean you’ll have her for the while 2 weeks?

Aarrgghh ironing! It’s something that never goes away! I did start it this morning but gave up!

Any antics from the littlest?

@Captain24

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I don’t know what will help. I’m scared to reach out incase I’m right and everyone wants to leave. It will destroy me and I can’t take it.

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Can I just point out.... you are reaching out right now! And we've all agreed that you are very wanted here hun.

You took a risk in being open about what you're feeling vulnerable about right now. I hope our words sink in and you are able to take on board what we've said tonight, about you being a valued member of the community who deserves to be here, connecting with folks, as much as anyone 💜

Spoilt lil hounds haha, good!! My kitties get an abundance of treats too, teehee

Oh, why will he get sick from not eating @Captain24 ? Is that even a thing? That he doesn't eat once and then he gets sick?

@Captain24 , yes, she was sick, but it was only a one night thing. She was in my bed last night. He dad is sick. Wasnt COVID though. Influenza A and COVID is going around here at the moment.

Each time I think about ironing, I then think I should wait for the next load of washing to dry before ironing.... and you know, washing doesn't end!

The little one is a fire cracker! She kept falling the other day because peopel kept accidentally bumping into her. Then in the evening, she had enough, slumped down and screamed, "WHY IS EVERYONE HURTING ME!?!!!!" Then cried.

Oh, and last night, she watched Lilo and Stitch... she BAWLED her eyes out. I don't even know what was happening in the movie but she was just bawling. She is so empathetic and always cries in movies... it sorta shows that she gets the movie.