I can’t cope

helloooo @Former-Member @tyme.

Sleep ?? The last time I looked at the clock it was 11:45 and my alarm goes off at 4:30!

It was just a normal day at work but I had a fantastic time and had so much fun! I set the fatigue cameras off a lot just laughing at nothing!

How was your days?

Ha ha, still got the feels?? Glad you had fun at work and the cameras were capturing it!! How good is that 😂

I had a day of hanging around waiting for appointments. They ran over so I didn't get for my swim. Feeling a little bummed about it, it makes me feel alive!!

What are you going to do tonight @Captain24 ?

I still had the mood but the energy has settled @Former-Member. My

mood is fading though. 😢 I’m fighting

it though.

I was the class clown on the 2way.

My boss caught up with me last Sunday night for a smoke and I was in a bad place so I was quiet. He just sat with me. Today he pulled me up and all I was dining was laughing. I now thinks I’m cured! Lol. He has no idea.

Im sitting in the lounge eating a bowl of ice cream.

Bugger missing out on your swim. Hopefully you get a swim in tomorrow. Or do you have other plans?

Hope the appointments went well and all is going well with your little one.

Ha ha you made me laugh with your cured comment. If we don't explain ourselves, our changes can mean something very different for those around us.

Ice cream is always a dinner staple!! Flavour @Captain24 ?

Tomorrow 🤔, I think uni reading (seriously this text book weighs more than my four year old!) and relaxing. How about you??

I had to explain to him that it’s the other side of bipolar! I told him that willnis fun and I’m awesome to be around it’s actually not a good thing. I just have to enjoy it while it lasts. I told him some of the dangerous things I did yesterday and said if I was at work I would have had to come home. The big trucks and a hypo mood don’t really mix!

It was just vanilla ice cream so that pixie can have some. I put chocolate ice magic on mine though. I just have to pretend I have kids!

I’m working again tomorrow.

What are you studying?

No way that anyone is judging magic ice as a childish thing.... they'd be eating it too!! BEST topping ever.

And yeah Hypo can be just as dangerous as the lows. The increased risk taking is a big one, especially in a job like yours!! Hope he gets some understanding over time with you 😊.

I am studying criminology. LOVE it!

Wish you weren't working and could find a nice place to tap and tap away alllll day 💃 @Captain24

This hypo was more dangerous than the last one.

He has been really good through it all and is learning with me and trying his hardest to understand. He listens and if I’m quiet he doesn’t push. He tries to catch up with me most shifts. Not sure if he cares or just needs a smoking buddy. Lol

Criminology sounds so interesting. Sometimes I think I should try and study but it’s been 28yrs and i didn’t study then. I can only do distance as the is no uni near me.

It’s all good I work Sunday too. Then Monday and Tuesday night shifts. Then I get 5 days off.

Do your older 2 work?

I don't think i'd be able to function with your work schedule @Captain24 . You actually cope surprisingly well.

Hey @Captain24 - just to clarify, you don't HAVE an ice-cream van, do you? I vaguely read it somewhere... and I just want to correct myself.

I’m starting to come down so it could get hard. @tyme It’s about sticking to a strict routine but I think it also helps that I love my job. It did take me a little while to adjust but I’ve been doing it now for nearly 5 years.

Hope you have had a good day