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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Thanks for talking me through tonight. You don’t know how much you have helped me @tyme

Thank you

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I’m so tired. So tired.

My mood is so low that I’m struggling with everything. I have to drop the dogs off to mum and dads so I can have a sleep before work tonight but I just don’t want to leave the house or see them.

I don’t want to go to work. I don’t want to leave the house. I don’t want to see or talk to anybody. I just want to curl up and forget life.

They have changed things at work and some of us have a new start point. Now they don’t know which start point I’m suppose to be at. I don’t want to go to the old one as I don’t like the boss. He is an arsehole. I don’t like the not knowing of what I’m doing.

It’s suppose to rain all night which makes for so much mud and the roads get slippery. I’ll come home filthy dirty and covered in mud. I hate it.

Everything is just way too much today. I can’t function. I can’t even decide what to take for dinner tonight. Why does life have to be so hard

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Ru-beeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Captain24 I'm hearing how hard everything is feeling today, it sounds like one of those days where you just have to focus on the next task in front of you and try to forget about the rest.

Have you been able to drop the dogs off? I'm hoping that you're already getting some rest

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Ru-bee

Sorry I didn’t reply I slept in a bit.

It poured raining at work so I got a little bit of sleep as I was in the water cart and not needed.

I still feel really down today. But I’m going to bed soon and I have a psych app at 4 so I have to wake up early but I think I need to see her.

As you said I need to focus on one task at a time. Thanks for saying that. I needed the reminder of one thing at a time.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I just got up. Now I’m about to go back to bed. Life’s not worth being awake for

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Ru-beeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Captain24 if you get up again soon I just wanted to say hey, and I'm here to chat if you'd like 💜

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Hey @Ru-bee

Im not up but im awake

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Heya @Jynx

Ima little concerned about you. I’m hoping that you are ok and just needed a break.

Sending you the biggest hugs.

I miss you

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Ru-beeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Sounds like you're needing a big rest today @Captain24

How are you feeling?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Yeah.. I just can’t face the day @Ru-bee

Im feeling very low and dark. That, I just don’t want to be alive feeling.

How are you?

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