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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor17 May 2025, 5:01 pm AEST

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I love listening to the rain on the roof @Jynx. We desperately need some rain here. Everything is so dry. The farmers are buying water.

I didn’t do the last 2 hours of my shift this morning which meant I had more time to sleep! Just getting ready to go again. I don’t want to go but at least i feel safe enough to drive.

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JynxModerator17 May 2025, 5:29 pm AEST

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@Captain24 ach that's rough, hope you get some showers soon!

Amazing how much that extra sleep can help, eh? How long till you leave?

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Captain24Senior Contributor17 May 2025, 6:03 pm AEST

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I’ve just gotten to work and I’m about to head in. Here’s hoping for a good shift.

Talk to you properly Monday @Jynx ?

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JynxModerator17 May 2025, 6:15 pm AEST

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Godspeed @Captain24 💜

Monday! 😉

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Captain24Senior Contributor18 May 2025, 5:13 pm AEST

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It’s really cold and raining. Would be a good night to be home but instead I have to face work in the wet. I hate driving in the rain, car or truck. It’s going to be a long drive there and a long night.

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tymeModerator18 May 2025, 7:47 pm AEST

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Hey @Captain24 , Hope you are okay. I'm not hanging around, but I wanted to pop in to say hi. I went to the US so my body is still re-adjusting.

I will share about my trip when I'm on next week.

Please take care. I've been thinking about you a lot.

Pls say hi to Pix and Jett for me.

(I seriously missed Ruby when I was away. You should've seen her when I came back - she was sooo excited!)

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 May 2025, 5:36 pm AEST

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I didn’t do my list for today. I’ve just woken up. It’s so cold here. I hate the cold.

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Ru-beeModerator19 May 2025, 5:44 pm AEST

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Hey @Captain24, I might be just saying a quick hi and bye because I'm finishing up very soon but did just want to stop by. I'm absolutely hearing you about the cold! I've needed my heater on nearly the whole day and even then my nose is still cold! Might be time to put the electric blanket back on the bed...

Sending you warm thoughts

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 May 2025, 6:16 pm AEST

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Thanks @Ru-bee .

Hi and bye to you too

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 May 2025, 6:19 pm AEST

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Hey @Jynx

How are you?

did you start your room?

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