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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
I haven’t been shopping so nothing again @Former-Member. I’m not even hungry. It’s shows that I’m really not doing ok. I only noticed when doing the dishes as there was only work dishes.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I hope the migraine eases for you @creative_writer and that you can get some rest. It was nice here but not overly warm it was only 25 degrees
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Unknown userMember
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Hey @creative_writer take some rest for yourself! Migraines are so painful 😫
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Eve7Senior Contributor
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Sorry about the migraine @creative_writer I hope you have something to take for it.
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Captain24 25c isn’t isn’t too bad. It was late 20s here, been trying to stay hydrated but not used to this heat as spring has been slow to come.
@Former-Member I am wearing my evening blue light glasses now, my eyes can tolerate the light a bit better. My screen is super dim. But as expected, one is often cranky during an attack.
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Eve7 I think sleep is what I am lacking. Haven’t been able to find much choice in painkillers with all the meds I am already taking. With the choice I have, nothing really helps.
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Unknown userMember
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That's a tough one @Captain24. Sorry you're feeling low. Sending BIG hugs xx
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Eve7Senior Contributor
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Sorry about that @creative_writer I hope you can sleep well tonight.
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Unknown userMember
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Hey @creative_writer I am cranky without the migraine! I didn't know who used the blue light glasses, but now I do!! Take care 💜
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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It’s really hard @Former-Member. The more stuff I start to unpack the harder I’m falling. Im beginning to feel like I’m never going to get there. Most nights it’s hard to keep going I don’t even know why I try.
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