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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Yep.. cows mooing. @tyme. Not something you hear very often. Someone around has a donkey I hear it sometimes. My estate is just outside of town. I like cows better but the most interactive is goats!

New Zealand was beautiful. The clouds of the water, the glaciers, the snow capped mountains. I loved it.

Spain was amazing. It’s so old and well kept. We went to many church’s and cathedrals. We saw St Theresa’s burial place. We were in Salamanca and went through the old cathedral and then the tour guide said we’d go to the new one. I thought to myself I could just see one of those in Australia. Nope.. the new one was built in the 1600’s! They were all so ornate. Carvings on every surface including the roof. It amazed me that they use them. We saw a lot of the bishops housing. Everything was so cold and uncomfortable. We certainly live in a more comfortable era. I also walked over a bridge that was older than Jesus! One place we went to had the fort walls around it, you know, like medieval times. The towers where they put the cannons were there. It was only then did I realise medieval was really not a story.

In Ireland we only the 3 days. But my host dad took me to the ruins of a castle. Like one out of a fairy tale. It was amazing.

That sounds interesting. Are you going with your sister and kids?

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Wow! Sounds like a 'spiritual' overseas trip for you back then? @Captain24 It's nice to see things around the world, but I have to admit that it's always nice to be back home. I just tell myself that the sky is still blue overseas and the grass is still green.

I'm going alone for this trip in May, but in December, my sister's family is going too, including the kids. I think we just paid about $20k for tickets! Ticket prices have grown exponentially since COVID.

Did I tell you that I once got a round trip to and from Sydney for $40? It was $19 something for one way. That was BEFORE COVID.

Yes, NZ is so so picturesque. Super expensive though! Remember a block of cadbury was $9 or something. And that was back then!

Chocolate is expensive here now too. Even those Ester bunnies are at least $5-$9 when they used to be $3 or something.

Oh well... that's life.

I'm going to wrap up now. Thanks for the company tonight. I'm going to try and have an early night and 'reset' my life. I hope to see you Wednesday if you are around?

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Allo allo El- @Captain24!!

You floating about today?

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Hey @Jynx

Im just at work. I’ll be home around 7:45.

Talk then?

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Too easy @Captain24 tag me when you're about - I do tend to take my break around that time, just in case I take a smidge to reply 😉

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I’m home @Jynx

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YAAAAY Hiya @Captain24 😁

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Hey @Jynx

I was thinking of you today. Is your friend back from Adelaide yet?

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I hope you are doing ok @Captain24

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Aww ya cutie, was thinking about you too @Captain24 when I was doing my yard! Literally was like 'omg yay Captain will be so proud of me!' ahaha

I had a friend in Adelaide? Is this one of these moments? lol

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