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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 it's... medium? Not an SUV by any stretch, it's like, a lil hatchback. My biggest grumble about it all is I literally got all 4 tyres replaced last November!!

Oh truly? Were there mood changes as a side effect? Aww your poor dear, that's so rough. Has cleaning up made it worse too?

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I think I remember you replacing all the tyres. @Jynx. It sucks when they are new. My tyres are $320 each. But I have an SUV.

I haven’t noticed mood change due to the steroids but I know that they can make you really angry. I’ve only got tomorrow and I’m done with them.

I guess it didn’t help but it really only took me an hour. I’ve considered going back to the hospital but if they want to do scans there isn’t anyone there now. I’ve got mums dog all day tomorrow so I can’t go then either. I’ve just got to suck it up. Works going to be hard Friday night though.

So much pain.

Sorry….

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@Captain24 noooo it's no fun being angry ☹️ I'm glad you're off em soon!!

Ugh wow talk about a rock and a hard place!! And like, the rock is pressed right on in ya back, ouch!

Your mum's dog a friendly pup? Or you gonna be run off your feet tomorrow too?

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They haven’t done anything for me anyway @Jynx

Mums dog and Jett run wild. They will be playing constantly and jumping all over me. It will be full on.

Mum, Dad and Keiko came around for lunch today and we did Keikos 2nd birthday. It’s her birthday tomorrow but mum and dad will be away.

 

 

 

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@Captain24 aww you've made me smile again!! How could I not have a big grin on my face seeing your lil puppy bday party!! SO CUTE!!

All I got to offer is this lil snap I got of my babies the other day:

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Cute photo… do they get along well? @Jynx

I don’t usually get good photos of my two. They make it really difficult.

Have you got any plans tonight? Anymore escapades?

I need distraction.. please.. if that’s ok. If not I understand

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@Captain24 course! But so you know I'm finishing at 8pm tonight!!

My kitties are.... definitely siblings!! Ahaha I watched this video once, had all these like 'signs your cats are friends, and signs they're enemies' and Razz n Trixie had a perfect mix of both!! Sometimes they cuddle and groom each other, sometimes they steal each others food haha.

Hmmm no escapades... got a car to deal with and then lurking around here again tomorrow! So no late night shenanigans for me this time!! But I've been feeling very body tired today, so I'm thinking I will do some stretching and stuff before I get cracking on the vacuuming. And then, if I can find where I put my stash of magnetic sheets, I'm gonna make some more magnets to throw on my ceiling hahaha you know just Jynxy things 😋

What are you up to next few days?

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Oh. I forgot that @Jynx

My dogs are the same. They will play and snuggles together and then will fight. I have to say though that the fighting is lessening.

I do hope you get your car sorted. It’ll be expensive but easier than you think.

I would just like to be able to move my body. I hope stretching helps you. Maybe it’ll help you sleep better.

Uuummm.. throw magnets on your ceiling?? That’s a bit different. Defs a Jynxy thing.

Im at home all day tomorrow with the dogs and then Friday I have to have an arvo nap and go to work. I’m not sure I can do it but I have to.

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@Captain24 yeah it's a bit whacky innit? Helps me not implode to have some shorter shifts tho.

I think the rivalry does ease off as they get older hey - Razz is approaching 2 now! So they've both chilled out a lot in last 6 months.

Awww soon!! Hope work doesn't irritate ya back further on Friday either!!

Haha did I not tell you? Must've told someone else... I discovered my ceiling is sheet metal, so my fridge magnets all stick to it!! Whole new way of decorating hehehe

You got this babes!! I believe in you!!

Oodles of toodles! 💜

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How did you even find that out? @Jynx. Or do I not want to know… 😝 A way to pass the time. Throw magnets at the roof!!

I hope all goes well tomorrow.

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