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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I have frequently zoned out when she is talking. @Jynx. Don’t get me wrong she is lovely and caring but even her voice and the way she speaks.

What have you got anything tomorrow

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Hey @Jynx

I want to thank you for tonight and I hope you get some sleep and have a good day tomorrow

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Aww twas my pleasure @Captain24!! How's your hump day unfolded thus far?

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Hey @Jynx

How is your day going?

My auntie came for lunch and I dropped her to the bus stop when I was on my way to the beach. She basically was reminiscing when she was a child and kept asking me if I remember. She is about 12 years older than me. How was I suppose to know!!!

I have been to the beach and it was an awesome day. I would have stayed much longer but mum wants to go and get her sorbet from her favourite shop. It meant I had to cut my time short.

I did more shopping and got 2 more Lego sets. I don’t know how I’m going to fit everything in my car.

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Ello @Captain24 . Good to see you. Hope you've been okay.

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@Captain24 my day is going ok!! Hiding in the air con lol.

Ahaha your auntie out here thinking that we can remember like, a single thing about our childhoods like umm no bebs I am full of trauma it gives me the brain fog 🤣

Ahaha you might just be a mermaid you know? Cos I don't know any other creature that would choose more ocean over SORBET!! 😝

Oh exciting! What sets?

Lol you'll be driving home w lego in the lap, mayhap!!

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Hey @tyme.…

How are you going??? Did you make the best decision for you and are you dealing with it ok?

I’ve been sending virtual hugs to you each day.

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My auntie is thinking I remember her childhood! @Jynx. Trauma has ruined my own childhood.

Nah definitely ocean first.. sorbet second. I had Jaffa ice cream and Turkish delight. Ocean would have been better though!

I’ve got a panda, a rabbit, a cat (big one of the options is a dog) and a typewriter with a flower. I’m disappointed because I couldn’t find the tweety one I wanted.

At this stage I’ll have Lego and a shit load of resin stuff in my lap! I have bought so much.

I should start packing

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Yes. I've made my decision and I've let those who needed to know, know. It'll take some time to move away from it all, but yes. Things are moving @Captain24

Thanks for the thoughts and hugs.

How much longer before you are home?

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@Captain24 ahhh yes those fond, pre-birth memories 🤣🤣

Oh yummmm like real Turkish delight? Or the cadbury crap? Apparently I have strong opinions about it.... ahaha

What a haul!! Aww like tweety bird, from looney tunes?

Yeah not envious of ya packing!! Good luck! You leave tonight or tomorrow?

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