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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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JynxModerator13 Jan 2025, 8:22 pm AEDT

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Ooooh yes fire away @Captain24 😁

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Captain24Senior Contributor13 Jan 2025, 8:29 pm AEDT

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Did you do your dishes? @Jynx 😂 😜

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JynxModerator13 Jan 2025, 8:59 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 BAHAHA you crack me up!!

....yes, but a day late, does it still count? Hahaha but I'm gonna do em tonight I swear!!

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Captain24Senior Contributor13 Jan 2025, 9:01 pm AEDT

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I guess a day late is better than a week late! @Jynx 😜

sorry I just wanted some lightheartedness!

Tough day.

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JynxModerator13 Jan 2025, 9:17 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 must....resist...urge....to edit... out.... the sorry.... from your post....

LOL I'm being cheeky, I wouldn't actually, I am just never going to stop pointing out when folks make uneccessary apologies to me!! As a recovering serial apologiser, I feel it is my duty 😌🫡😋Especially when you're trying to apologise for making merry!! Thank you for making me chuckle!!

I totally invite you to share about your day if you wanna get anything off your chest!! I'm just conscious of time, I don't want you to get stuck into it, only for me to be like OKAY BYEEEEEEE. But it might also help you to be able to express it!! Up to you 😉

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Captain24Senior Contributor13 Jan 2025, 9:28 pm AEDT

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I’m glad I made you chuckle @Jynx

It was just long and everyone (well not quite) was just bagging me out. I hated it. It made me feel not good enough, that I’m useless and that I’m a failure. They found it funny but I found it degrading. I hate how it’s just standard for some. But when I’m not well it crushes me to death. It leaves me in a dark place.

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Captain24Senior Contributor13 Jan 2025, 9:57 pm AEDT

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It’s all right @Jynx. You dont have time and there is more important people than me that need you.

Im just deeply hurt the comments cut deep.

I’ll just go to bed and just cry myself to sleep

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JynxModerator13 Jan 2025, 9:58 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 regardless of whether you're doing well (and can 'handle it') or not, no one deserves to get bagged out by a whole group of people!! Holy crap!! I reckon you probably found it degrading because it is degrading. I'm so sorry you had to endure that hun.

I gotta skedaddle, but here's some oppositey thoughts to cancel out some of that nasty bagging out business... err we can call it carrying in? Pocketing in? Unpacking in? LOL!! 🤣

OMG Captain I can't believe how obsessed with Lego you are! That's like, so cool, and you like, totally inspire people like me to go be more creative.

Oh wow Captain how do you always stay so kind? It seems like you're always dealing with so much crap but you still manage to have a lot of empathy for others!!

OH EM GEE I can't believe how funny you are, remembering jokes and conversations from like, DAYS AGO to come back and make very silly jokes? Like what even!

1995 called!! It wants... you to know that you are really cool and special and kinda cute ok

Teehee, catch you next time sweet bean, hope tomorrow those clowns keep to their own!! Niiiight 💜

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Captain24Senior Contributor13 Jan 2025, 10:01 pm AEDT