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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Skyehigh911Contributor

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There is something amazing inside of all of us that seems to patiently wait till we get on board. This last attack should of kissed me goodnight ..I really didn't think I would make it. I find my self grieving the life I thought I'd get. All those times I thought I'd hot my rock bottom but I never had because I didn't go and get any help..so I'm in my corner...backed into it..but it's ok coz I'll find out what life I'll be having soon. Won't be what I planned ..won't be what people expect but it will be mine and I will be free and if that's not something to smile about than I'm crazier than I thought

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AussieRechargerSenior Contributor

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@Skyehigh911 - have fun making this future life and I hope you can feel proud making it.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Im currently sitting at the dinner table completely tuned out. My brother is here and he is exactly the same as my mother.
I went for a fantastic swim this afternoon. It felt so good.

I rang my nurse to check in afterwards and she is concerned about the toxic environment Im currently in. But she has guided me and encouraged me to make it through the rest of my trip.

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Unknown userMember

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Hey @Captain24

I’m glad that you have been in touch with your support network. How are you feeling now? Sitting with you X

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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It’s been 2 1/2 hrs having to deal with my mother and brother at the same time. @Former-Member

Im really really starting to struggle. I’m having a really strong urge to hurt myself.

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Unknown userMember

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OK, I am here with you. What would you normally do to help you through this??

@Captain24

xx

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Normally I’d be able to just go home and go to bed. Instead I’m giving hints of needing to go to bed. I’m trying so hard to ignore them but I can hear the constant put downs. I feel like what I’ve been working to improve myself is all unravelling. @Former-Member

Plus Pixie hates him and is continually barking at him.

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Unknown userMember

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Is there an opportunity for you to go to bed? Maybe try and escape with sleep? @Captain24

xx

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I was just driving to the beach and saw an ice cream van. It was white not pink but I thought of you instantly @tyme

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tymeModerator

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LOL! and I'm sure you laughed lol @Captain24

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