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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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My last post. @tyme. I’m probably reading too much into stuff.

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Sorry, I must've missed something. No issue on my side 🙂 @Captain24

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Ok. I’m sorry @tyme

Did you do anything exciting for the last 2 days?

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I wouldn't exactly say exciting. @Captain24 Just waited for tradies and deliveries. I needed some repairs done, and I was getting a new air con unit. The rest I'll have to do when I get back from Sydney...

And yeah, I haven't started packing for Syd in the slightest... how'd you guess? I haven't even washed the clothes I'm taking yet. I'll probably do it just before I leave... like absolutely JUST before.

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@Captain24 oh nooooo runny dog poo sounds like a nightmare!! I had to clean runny cat poo out of the carpet my own self last night!! Ach, they sure keep us on their toes don't they!!

You reckon you're cold cos of fever bebs?

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How long will you be away for again? @tyme. A new air con unit would be needed for the oncoming heat!

I don’t know how you do it? What if it rains and your clothes don’t dry? My anxiety is high for you! 😜

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They do keep us busy @Jynx but wouldn’t have it any other way.

I think so. I’m mostly cold just sometimes I get extremely hot.

I’m just miserable. My SI is ridiculously high. I don’t want to be alive anymore.

What are your plans for when you finish?

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Hahahah @Captain24 .

Meh? If they don't dry, I'll honestly just take them with me and my parents can wash them..,

The thing is, in Sydney, we get treated like royals. I'm not even allowed to take my plate to the sink. My dad does it - or maybe he just wants things done his way. He loves his kitchen. He has a particular way to do everything.

As for mum, she'll wash and dry all our clothes. She'll mend everything that needs it (hence we we save everything for her to mend). I think I've told you that my niece has already packed things for my mum to mend.

We have a strange family. Then my older sister is forever 'debating'. I say it's blue and she'll give me every reason why it's not blue. So.I just walk away.

The kids will probably hang out with their cousins and second cousins a lot there. I'm just going to stay at my parents' home and chill - with you guys on the forums?

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Hi @tyme @Jynx @Captain24

Things are going ok here. I brought an e reader the other day. Downloaded looks of books. Going to try and start of reading 30mins a day. See how I go.

Ordered some new glasses today. Crap they are expensive, even with private health cover.

No wonder people just go without

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