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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Thanks @tyme.

ps it’s a glass oveny thing. I’ll take a pic later.

Have a good night.

I know you don’t like to chat much tomorrow so I guess I’ll see you Sunday. But I will be about if you do feel like it

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Yes, I look forward to seeing what this oven is when you get a chance. @Captain24 . I'm not on tomorrow evening but I'll be around on Sunday evening.

But sometimes if I'm stickybeaking, I hop on and post. Unfortunately, when we are off 25th Dec to 1st, I'm not allowed to stickybeak...lol.

Anyway, I'll see you around!

Take care.

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 This is what I cook the chook in @tyme

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I woke up at 1 so it was too late to go and get mums present as the shop was shut. It'll have to wait until it opens Monday.

Ive been in fire though.

I’ve completed yesterday job list which was only one thing but I’ve done all of todays and there is only one thing left on tomorrows list. That includes mowing the lawn.

Tomorrow I can work on Monday's list and that should give me free time Monday and have the pressure off.

Feeling very tired and dehydrated but accomplished.

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Hey @Captain24

Sounds like you have accomplished a lot today. Well done hon.

Just being able to tick things of your list does feel really good.

Hopefully you have that spare time on Monday then you can have a bit of a rest to get ready for whats to come.

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It does feel good @Snowie

I really want a chill day before it all starts. That’s why I worked so hard.

How has your day been?

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Completely understand that @Captain24

It's like we know whats coming, how much energy it is going to take, so if we can have some down time before hand it will make things a little easier.

My day has been ok. Cleaned half the house today. Will probably finish it of tomorrow.

Also did some gardening. Brought some plants from Bunnings yesterday so planted them today. Lets see if I can keep them alive!!

Trying to get it all done too so I can have some downtime before the chaos begins.

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Sounds like you have been productive as well @Snowie. I hope you can get some rest time too!

My garden is overgrown with weeds. Some of them are thigh high. There’s a 16 yr old on Facebook that’s doing lots of yard work so I’ll get him to sort it out in the new year.

Do you like gardening?

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Pretty productive @Captain24

No I hate gardening! I k*ll lots of plants!

I'm lucky I live on land so lots of it is native trees.

I do go around with weed killer to get all the weeds.

Luckily I got a ride on mower but hubby normally does that.

Would be good to get someone in to do it.

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My lawn is full of weeds. @Snowie I haven’t done anything about it though.

This 16 year old is getting a lot of work. He has blown up on Facebook. Even the local Stihl sop donated new equipment to him.

My plats don’t ever make it either.

What are you up to tonight

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