I can’t cope

I’m so glad you could do that and enjoy it @Nala2022 I would love to do something like that. It sounds sensational. Just a total R&R few days.

This is my mum.. I called her after I had seen the doctor and told her I may need back surgery and at this stage they have given me Monday and Tuesday off.. her response… what does that mean for your job! No concern of the surgery, no concern of me just my job!

I’m thinking I should do some but I’m having a lot of trouble at the moment. My whole body is tingling and I’m really lightheaded. I’m not sure what to do to help it. Maybe sugar? I have been in bed for over 36 hours and have had some weetbix last night and a mango not long ago and that’s all I’ve eaten since Friday lunch time. I also skipped 24 hours of meds because I was just sick of taking so many. I’ve made a mess of things.

I don’t know what to do.

I’m sorry you aren’t doing ok @MissGremlin and that you are really sore.

Dark thoughts are so hard.

Im glad you finished it. It gives a little boost when that happens.

I’ll try and get myself to come and do some diamond art with you I’m just not feeling very well.

@Captain24 I'm sorry that you're not feeling well sweet. Don't push yourself if you aren't up for it.

The dark thoughts are really hard. I thought that I'd broken the cycle last night but unfortunately not. I feel so disappointed with myself (I'm safe).

It was good to finish it last night and it turned out better than the last gingerbread house that I started.

@Captain24 I'm sorry your mum responded that way. I can understand how hurtful that must have felt when you were looking for some care and reassurance, especially with everything happening with your back. Please try not to be too hard on yourself, but I'm concerned about the tingling and lightheadedness, particularly after eating so little and missing your medication. If you can, please try and eat something, even small. Sugar might help a bit too. If your symptoms worsen, maybe call an oncall nurse?