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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Morning @Captain24 how was your weekend? Did you end up doing any mosaic art? I think I saw that you were planning on catching up with your bestie, did you end up doing that?

I hope you're taking the morning slow, and being gentle with yourself

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Hi @Ru-bee.

Ive just woken up. I’ve been asleep all day.

I did do the mosaic and just need to grout it.

I haven’t heard started this plywood thing. It’s all little pieces that you connect to make into something. It’s kinda like Lego but with plywood.

I haven’t heard from my bestie so nothing has been organised.

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Ooh lovely @Captain24 how big is the mosaic?

Yeah I think I've seen those sort of plywood puzzle before, they can get really intricate and fiddly right?

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They’re just coasters @Ru-bee. I’ve got a few more kits of coasters and a photo frame then I want to go to a proper Bunnings and get a box or something to try and do it myself. That’s a while away as I don’t know when I’m leaving town again.

It is really intricate and fiddly. Some of the plywood pieces are really small and you have to get the parts into the little holes. I’m liking it though. I’ll have to get some more when I can get to a spotlight. This is what I have started.

 

 

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Hey @Jynx

How are you?

I got my vanilla metho. But no weed n feed. So I may have to find time to mow my lawn. I have my psych appointment at 9 and I have to go to the hairdresser at 1. It takes between 3 and 4 hours. I really don’t like it but it has to be done.

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Whaaaaat do you have a lot of hair @Captain24 or are they just super meticulous?

That sucks about the weednfeed!!

Also love those lil wood cutting thingies, where'd you get em?

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I get foils done @Jynx. There is a lot of hair on my head probably around double most people. I get half a head of foils but they have to use the bleach for a full head. Then I cook slowly so it takes ages.

I got it from spotlight. It’s too hard right now so I’ve stopped instead of getting frustrated with it.

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😮 @Captain24 those puzzle things look amazing!

Isn't it extra frustrating when something that's meant to be enjoyable and soothing starts getting irritating because its too fiddly? That's happens to me with knitting sometimes and I just need to walk away before I lose my cool

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Yeah I’ve had to stop. I don’t want to ruin this for myself either @Ru-bee. I’m struggling with finding things I enjoy. I’m just going through the motions. I just don’t want to keep doing something that’s going to irritate me even further than I already am.

Do you do other things other than knitting?

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@Captain24 oh my, do you have like a book to read or podcast to listen to or something? Or maybe you can't cos they'd get bleach all over them 😅

Aye good idea, fiddly bits do my head in sometimes ay!!

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