I can’t cope

I hear that @Captain24 .

Getting trouble never ain't that nice. Anything I can do?

What???? Chewed a hole from the top of his pen!!! What genius is that? I need to feed Ruby what you feed Jett! Ruby isn't the brightest... lol

Nah.. I just have to get over the fear. @tyme. I revert back to that child cowering in the corner.

Yes he did. He is such a little arse! The attitude on him is ridiculous. But then he just looks at you with that delicate little face and it’s all good.

I feed him Advance Puppy kibble and Prime 100 slow cooked puppy food.

@Captain24 ,

It sounds like you have every right to feel the way you do. It's not easy for the best of us.

Good to see you on the hangout tonight 🙂 How interesting about your parents' marriage!

Also, Ruby doesn't like kibble. She picks all the food around it and leaves the kibble. She doesn't like beans either and leaves them.

Jett stopped eating kibble so I had to mix it with the slow cooked.

So I have managed to do my front and back lawns today, start packing but it’s nowhere near where it should be. Also I had a chat to my bestie and I had an email I had to send and managed to do that tonight which is an achievement in its self considering everything.

So I really have tried my best today. But I still fell in a heap. Does that mean I’m useless? @tyme

Packing already??? @Captain24

I have an overnight conference I'm attending next week and I haven't even thought about anything yet... people keep messaging me to ask what I'm wearing, how I'm going, what my agenda is.. I'm thinking, "I don't even know what's happening tonight, let alone next week!" It includes a gala dinner and it goes until midnight on the first night, and then the next day it finishes in the late arvo...

Considering how hard things have been for you, well done on getting the front and back lawns done!

As for being 'hopeless', if falling despite trying hard today equals hopeless, then I'm hopeless ten times over.

We really are our own worst critic, right??? If anything, you're a fighter - big time!

Oh.. I’ve normally got most stuff packed by now. I need to pack the car this time next week! @tyme Plus I need to prepared for all wether. I also want to walk down to the beach so I need appropriate stuff. I would like to go to church so I need the right stuff for that too.

My anxiety would be through the roof! I really wish that I could be more relaxed about it. You sound just so calm.

I just feel like it doesn’t matter what I do I just can’t catch a break. Even for one night.

I did do some shopping today. I ordered an indigenous polo shirt and a travel mug. I’m hoping the shirt fits. I’m not sure [edited]

Hi @Captain24

Been a few days since I was last on.

Hoping things are going ok. It is hard when we try to pack so much into our days.

Sending lots of 💕💕

How are you @Snowie

Im currently sitting at the hairdressers. It takes 3 hrs to do my hair. I hate having it done. After this I have an online meeting for an hour.

I’ve had my tax done and got a refund so that’s good. Not much but not a bill like some of them at work.

I heard from the hospital today. I had to contact them. My admission is all sorted for 11am Monday. That’s one less thing off my mind.

Still way too much for my head to deal with. I just can’t seem to calm the anxiety.

Hi @Captain24

Got my hair done this morning too!! At least it is freshly washed and blow dried. One less thing I have to do.

Thats good about your tax. Any refund is better than having to pay money.

I'm glad your admission has been worked out and you have a day and time. One less thing to worry about.

Baby steps hon. That's what I'm doing. If things aren't done than so be it. Our mental and physical health is more important than ticking something of a list.