I can’t cope

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Just before I go @tyme.

Did you see my post yesterday about Ruby’s food?

Also. I’m not sure if you saw it but Jett is slightly bigger than pix. When standing the backs are around the 20cm mark and their heads are around the 30cm mark.

Ooo! Hey @Captain24 ,

What's happening?

No, I haven't looked back to yesterday's post yet. I'll have a look after.

How's everything?

So your babies really are very tiny.

I'm over in the Hangout if you want to join. We're having a Trivia Quiz.

LOL.... silly me made a mistake. I bought Balanced Life @Captain24

It's about $40 for 1kg

I’ve never heard of it. Sorry @tyme. Usually pet stores and vets are the best foods. Supermarkets are a bit iffy. But I am really particular in what I feed these two

The email you sent has hurt but I guess it’s fair enough.

Ruby is probably bigger than them. I don’t notice how tiny they are, I’m just used to it.

Hey @Captain24,

I'll have a look at the email.

Also, yeah, I reckon Ruby is bigger. Ruby is very cheeky now... keeps escaping from her pen...

I thought you had sent it. The way most of it was worded sounded like you.

They are clever @tyme. But not very smart at the same time. Jett knew he had to be in the pen but would get out and come straight to me. Which resulted in me putting him back in. At least he is free now.

What sort of pen is she in?

Hey @Captain24 ,

I sounds like it's been really hard for you tonight. How are you feeling now? Does distraction help?

Sorry it's been so hard.

The pen Ruby is in is like a cage... but it's big

Yeah it has been and still is @tyme

Also I don’t do well with getting in trouble. It takes me back to really bad childhood stuff. Even though I deserve it. Thats why I was going to leave. I figured I wouldn’t be good enough for other stuff now. Even though I want to.

Distraction would be good.

Jett had a playpen from Kmart. A mesh one. As it was small enough. He wasn’t allowed much room. We had to seal the top of it as he would just jump out. In the end he just chewed a hole in the side and climbed out!

The bigger and older she gets it’ll be harder to keep her in.