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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hi @Jynx

Day has been just another day. Had appt. with pdoc. Cooked tea. Early night.

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Hey @Jynx

Been a hard day, but it’s nearly over. Had bloods this morning and then just been pottering around the house doing stuff.

how are you?

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Hey @Bow @Captain24 @Snowie ,

How are things?

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Hi @Captain24 , no, am still sick - can't seem to shake it 😣

I'm very sorry to hear your GP is leaving - that sucks. 😥

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Hey @tyme 👋

how r u?

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@Bow I do love a good potter! Especially when it results in like, a spontaneous furniture re-arrange or coming up with a cool idea to solve a problem! Did you get a lot done?

I'm alright, had a dentist appt today so my teeth are all extra shiny, but extra sensitive! And we found my last wisdom tooth haha, it still hasn't come out! It's hanging around growing all sideways pushing into my other teeth, and maybe even messing with my sinus! So gonna have to have surgey to get it yanked, eventually. Sigh... Stupid 'luxury bones'.

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@tyme crappy

Hope your day has gone ok

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Hi @Jynx.

It was awesome last night. She was just so blasé about it all! I hope one day I can speak like that about it all.

Today has been a yo-yo @Jynx @tyme.

Ive been elevated and I have crashed. I’ve had awesome conversations with people at work and I’ve also withdrawn into my shell! It’s really tough when days are like that. It messes with your head. And no it’s no ‘oh at least you had some good’ they were over the top good. That stuff leaves for bad times. Right now I’m struggling.

Hope you are both well.

Im sorry you are still sick @NatureLover

Hi @Snowie sorry about your Pdoc appointment.

Yes @Bow more Lego.

Hope everyone is doing ok.

Sorry if I missed anyone. I have read everything though! It was nice to come home to. Feeling the love. Thank you

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Hey @Bow ,

Read you had your bloods done. Hope results are okay. How are you managing with everything? Will you go to the markets yourself? Anymore schema groups lately? Hope they haven't been cancelled on you again.

It was super cold here today.. then the sun peeped out from the clouds. My day's been pretty okay... there has been better, but it's okay. I can't complain.

@Captain24 , ouchy with your eye! How's the healing? Eye drops aint nice.... I usually cry them all out if I try and put some in lol.

When you said it was awesome, are you referring to the webinar last night? I'm itching to watch it once it's out.

@NatureLover , hope things are improving for you. Have you been able to do anything like get out a bit? I know you mentioned volunteering. Has that been possible?

I'm going to hope over to the PGC soon. Chat after.

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I got a few things done @Jynx i mentioned it all on my thread… we kinda have 2 conversations going at once haha. It’s weird I get all this motivation to do random stuff when mum is away!

oh the dentist! Yuck! And double yuck needing surgery to remove that pesky tooth that wants to grow weirdly. I’ve had all of my wisdom teeth out. I remember the first one I went to the dental hospital in the city and they let a student do it… worst experience having instruments shoved way too far down my throat. And then sitting on the train with a numb mouth totally drooling and having no idea about it! Hope your experiences are much better!

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