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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hi @Captain24

Hoping today goes a little better for you

Sending 💗💗

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Hi @Snowie.

Ive just spent the last 2 hrs dealing with Telstra to fix my emails!! They are now fixed.

Other than Telstra I have done so much. I have cleared 3 shelves in bothe spare rooms for the house sitters and hanging space. I’ve done 3 loads of washing. Cleaned out the ironing room and done half the ironing.

Still loads to do but I do have 3 weeks to go!

If I keep pushing I am fine.

How are you today? Have you finished all your washing from being away? What plans do you have for today?

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I’m starting to fall in a heap.

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Hi @Captain24 wow, busy busy morning!

What's next on the agenda?

I'm cleaning out my kitchen a bit at the moment.

Some precarious dish stacking on the drying rack caused a bowl tumble and smash the glass door of my microwave on the weekend. I finally got a around to taking the microwave out the of the kitchen this morning and it's spurred motivation to do a bit of a re-organise and a deep clean

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On no @Ru-bee. That sounds really rough. Must be a tough bowl to smash the microwave. A reorganise is good but probably under better circumstances!

Im thinking I might go and have a nap. Both dogs are annoying me so maybe a sleep will do us all good. I’m still really exhausted. I don’t have much to give to anyone.

I do have to go into town to the supermarket at some stage.

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Yes it was bittersweet, because while I'm bummed about the microwave I'm also extremely impressed at the durability of the bowl 😂

A nap sounds like a great idea @Captain24 I'd be needing one too if I'd been doing as much as you this morning! Have a good rest

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It most certainly is a durable bowl! @Ru-bee

I’ve had a nap and I’m a little less tired. I am still struggling with motivation though.

It just feels like it’s all too hard.

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I'm glad you're feeling a bit more energized after your nap @Captain24

Have you made it to the supermarket?

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No supermarket yet @Ru-bee. I’m trying to talk myself into it. It does involve getting dressed. I have to clean the kitchen bench too but my back is aching so much. I have to do both as I go back to work tomorrow.

I need to get off the lounge.

Other than the invincible bowl how are you?

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I’ll paint a picture… I’m in a raggedy ol’ tracksuit and Ugg boots with no bra on. I haven’t showered or cleaned my teeth, I haven’t brushed my hair, I just pulled it up. Sounds pretty rough. Well that’s how I just went to the supermarket!

I may have looked like I just got dragged out of the gutter but at least it’s done.

Now to pack it away and clean the kitchen. I can do this.

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