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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Both are probably as bad as each other @ArraDreaming ...

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I’ll check back in ya later @tyme I have to continue the clean up
Might see you on the chat see how I’m going send good luck and good vibes

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No stress. @ArraDreaming Catchya later

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Whatcha get up to today @tyme???

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Went to church this morning, but was late because I had a bit of a disaster morning. The garage door wasn't working so I couldn't get my car out. I'd already put everything in it and was ready to go.

So I decided to use my other which was parked outside. Transferred everything into the other car and then realised the car didn't work.

I called road side assist and waited for them to come. Then my sister phoned and said I was supposed to take Sunday school, and said the same thing happened with her car in the front. She gave me a few hinters about what to do. Then I did it, and the car worked. Then had to call road side assist and cancel the call out.

So in the end, I was about an hour late, but still took Sunday school and everything was okay in the end.

Now I'm home and I can hear the kids from a mile away. They are having 'races' indoors.... it's soooo noisy in this house.

Enough of my venting. How are you today?

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Oh wow @tyme thats an intense start to the day and a huge effort to get to church! Good on you for following through though, I think I would have given up and just stayed at home.

I’ve been in bed all day sick. Feeling pretty miserable. Aches and pains, cough, chills.

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Arghhh. Poor you. @Bow . I don't feel 100%, but it is what it is. And it was raining today when I was in and out of cars.... I was annoyed.

I've got a week of youth activities at the church this week. Only a few hours each day though. At least the kids will be occupied....

@Captain24 , sounds so touch to hear what your mum said. Do you think she said it with malice?

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You’re such a busy person @tyme always on the go go go. Hope you’re getting enough rest and taking care of yourself! I care!
We missed market today. Just too unwell. And it was raining too, so kinda good we were sick cause it’s no fun setting up and doing market in the rain.

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It was tough @tyme. While she wasn’t actually talking about me, it was still sort of off handed with disgust. I think she is ashamed of me.

Sounds like a rough day.

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Did you mum still go to the market? @Bow I guess there will be less visitors too if it's raining, right?

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