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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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In saying that @tyme. Some do and some don’t but there is no pattern.

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Hrm... have you checked your settings under your profile? There are various defaults you can chose.

If you see a pattern, let me know so I can report it. I'm a bit confused as to what to report because it works sometimes, but doesn't work other times. I think they will need a specific link, thread and post for me to report it.

@Captain24

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I’ve gone to settings and it’s all right @tyme. If no one else has said anything then it doesn’t matter. It’s just hit and miss. I understand that makes it difficult.

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I won't send the report to the developers yet. I'll note it down though and see if it's happening with others @Captain24 .

Anyway, I'd better go. Have a good night!

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Sorry @tyme. I didn’t mean to be difficult. I’m really sorry don’t worry about it. Please don’t hate me for being difficult. It’s ok I can deal with it. I’m sorry. I’m just stupid. I’m an idiot

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I’m even more stupid than I thought. As if you are going to see this. You have finished. Why am I so dumb. I hate how stupid I am. No one is as dumb as me

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Stupid, stupid, stupid.

Idiot, idiot, idiot.

Dumb, dumb, dumb.

why am I even here? I’m just a waste of time and effort. I am nothing but useless.

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Hi @Captain24 , you are not dumb, you're human.

I was amazed you can get -6 up there! 😮

I'm sorry your anxiety was severe last night...how is it today? I hope your work goes well today. That's great news you will be getting a different boss 🙂

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Hi @NatureLover.

I am feeling really dumb and stupid. It’s just something that I know and have to learn to live with.

My anxiety is out of control.

Yes it gets really cold. Just to try and explain how cold. If you put washing in the line while the frost is still falling in the morning (I’m talking 7 -8am) it can freeze. One house that I lived in, I’d get up to get ready for work, go to the toilet and flush it. The water in the cistern would go through but the cistern wouldn’t fill up, why? The pipes were frozen so I had no water. Never put hot water on a windscreen with frost as it will crack. Some of the frosts, if you throw cold water on the windscreen it can freeze on top. The little windscreen washers freeze so you have no water. My car is parked in the garage. When I get it out to go to work in the morning the frost can fall on it. If I happen to use my windscreen washers with the water the windscreen will freeze on the spot.

I don’t know if that helps. There is so much more that happens too. It can be a very expensive time with busted pipes and burst hot water systems

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All my praying worked. Jetts knee is ok it was just that he didn’t like the bandage. Little shit had us worried over nothing!

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