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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hi @Captain24,

Thank you for your reply, it's nice to meet you too 🙂 It does get tiring sometimes and on particularly bad days I just stay in bed because I can't bring myself to do anything. But I keep going in the hopes of happier days ahead. And this forum has really helped me realise that I'm not alone, that there are people who are experiencing similar things. I hope you are in a better place now, and if not, I want you to know I'm rooting for you and sending you strength.

- HopeDream

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Hi @Captain24 , so sorry to hear you hurt your back at work! 😢 No sitting and no lifting, oh gosh 😣

Did you manage to get to sleep last night?

I hope you can hear about the dates of your admission soon. Well done on eating those meals.

Hope you can cope OK... 🤞

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Oh it’s difficult. But I’ll end up pushing the boundaries. I usually do. @NatureLover

I did finally sleep. But I’ve only just woken up now. I get the sleep I need just at not the right times and I don’t know how to fix it. Yes I’m open to suggestions from anyone reading this. I need to get my sleep pattern back in order.

I didn’t order 7 days worth and am slipping into bad habits. This time I did order the 7 days. I costs me just over $150 a week so it makes me think I can’t waste it. The one thing is that some of the meals are frozen so if I just can’t do it it’ll be there for a time when I forget to order or can’t order if I’m away. I’m going to buy a little bar freezer to stick in the garage so i have freezer space.

How are you goin? I hope everything is ok? Also how is the volunteer work going?

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@Captain24 Must be hard to get your sleep routine better when you do shift work constantly?!

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It does make it hard @Bow but up until recently I could manage the switch. But now it’s just all over the place.

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That sucks @Captain24 are there things that you were doing previously that your not doing now?

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It’s since my MH crashed just before I stopped taking the meds. @Bow. Previously I have had nights where I’ve had trouble going to sleep. But now it’s just like my head hits the pillow and I’m awake.

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Im mixing all sorts of meds to try and help. Some I’m not actually sure that they can be taken together.

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Perhaps that is part of the problem then @Captain24 … all those extra meds that maybe shouldn’t be mixed?

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I thought I would just stop taking all sleep prn meds and see what happens. @Bow. Then maybe I can try different ones one at a time.

How are you going?

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Maybe that’s a good idea @Captain24 im really thankful that I’m managing to get off to sleep most nights ok at the moment, but I wake up so many times still 😩

im getting by I think. Still got pain. Really hoping my sw is back Tuesday.

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