I can’t cope

Fair enough. It's so boring cooking for 1 person @Captain24

It is and I won’t do it @tyme. These are just pre packed but it was a steak one and was really good.

Does your sister still do the meals?

Yep. I'm going to go over and collect some food later today @Captain24

I really don't want to cook.

Me either. I don’t even like the thought of cooking. @tyme. I’m glad that you get well fed

Are you ok?

Lol @Captain24 , I agree with you.

Yes, I'm totally okay. Brain's a bit scattered but okay otherwise.

I was also really tired today (haven't recovered from the weekend), but since coming on the forums, I feel heaps better. It's so great to see everyone.

Did you get your psych letter today?

I’m glad you’re ok @tyme

Have you still been housesitting but on your own?

I did see my GP. He told me that he thought I had had enough lectures about stopping meds that he will play good cop! So he was good. He put me back on the anti-psychotic that I still hadn’t returned too. He did say that me from 12 months ago would not have made it through the way I did. So he said that was growth. He wasn’t here from the worst of it though!

Anyway that’s not what you asked. I did get the letter, yesterday I sent a text to the guy at work that wanted the letter. I told him I needed in writing what the letter needs to say. So my GP wrote exactly what he wanted so that then they can’t come back to me wanting me to jump through more hoops. That was a bit clever!!!

@Captain24 ,

I'm glad you got the letter. It sounds like work wants to cover themselves, so if they receive the letter, then they are covered.

Yes, it's true you don't need any more lectures or anything. You're not the first to stop meds and you're not the last.

You know the guy staying at my rental? He stops his meds too and he ends up in a terrible state. I think it's also important for people to consider the WHY behind stopping the meds.

So does that mean you go into work tomorrow?

And I'm not sure if I responded to your question about the PGC tomorrow. It's on dealing with dysregulation. @Captain24

I’m not in any hurry to stop them again! @tyme. I did learn my lesson. I still have to face my Pdoc but I’m hoping that appointment is a while away.

I hope he can find the why and get himself together enough to not stop them.

I go back on Monday. That’s when my shift starts.

I’ll be on the chat but not sure I’ll be of much value.

Oh.. I have awesome news.. you may have already read it but I’m going to share it again…

My Bestie is moving back to town!!!!

You did so so so well on the Yarning Space Live event. I recognise how nerve-racking it was for you, but you did such an awesome job @Captain24 ! I was so impressed!

So even if you just hop on the chat tomorrow, it's totally okay.

As for your bestie moving back, that's amazing! You totally needed it!

As much as everything snowballed into a massive mush recently, it sounds like all your blessings are coming at once! If you're not ready to catch them, they may bowl you over!

Wow! How exciting. When your bestie arriving?