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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hi @Captain24 , thanks for letting us know how things are. Wow, you are on full duties? How is your neck?

Glad your boss is away!


@Captain24 wrote:

But the inside part has a deep ache, a hollow pain. It’s like a dark hole in me. I don’t know how to describe it.


Do you think this is the trauma, and feeling unloved as a child and adult by your parents?


@Captain24 wrote:

Sorry for putting all that on you.


I asked, I want to know how you are 💙

I'm doing OK thanks 🙂

Hoping your night shift the next 2 nights goes well...

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Hi @NatureLover


My neck is going really well. I wouldn’t tell them if it wasn’t though.

It is probably trauma. I’m learning how much it affects you.

Glad you’re doing ok.

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I’m not liking life at the moment. I feel like it’s not worth it. I’ve had enough.

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I think I may have messed up a little.

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@Captain24 here with you hon 💗💗

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Sitting with you @Captain24 ❤️

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@Captain24 It's OK to mess up a little. Are you OK?

I'm so glad your neck is fine 🙂

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No @NatureLover @I’m not. I feel like dr jeckle and Mr Hyde. I can be fine and then I can be dark and do things to myself. I don’t know what’s going on other than I’m going crazy

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@Captain24 rough afternoon for you hun. I'm sitting here next to you, what do you think would be most helpful for you? Discuss, or distract? Email check in?

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