Lost my toodles :(

Hi @toodles , what help have you been trying to get?

Sorry you're upset 😞

Hi @NatureLover

I don’t know 😞

We can’t change anything anyway 😞

Hi @toodles

Sorry to hear you're going through this. As you said in your second post, we can't change anything in regards to the possibility of WWIII. Which doesn't make the fear go away, of course. Probably makes it worse...

But we can only control what we can. You mention being tired? Is that an ongoing issue for you? Sleep is So important in our overall health, mental and physical. Can you at least try and get help for that if you feel it is worth pursuing?

I'm not much help to you beyond that. But certainly keep posting here if you want- plenty of great people around here 🙂

Hi @StuF

How are you? Do you get scared?
I don’t know what to say.
I sleep a bit every night, they medicate me.

Toodles makes me tired 😞 Toodles is still gone. I feel lonely without toodles. I know toodles only exists in my head. I don’t like toodles but it’s empty in my head without toodles and I feel empty. It doesn’t make sense. Sorry. Weird.

Sorry. Dumb. Dumb. Dumb.

Hey @toodles

It sounds like you're sitting with a mixture of heavy thoughts/feelings and anxiety today. It can feel really hard sometimes, living with all this uncertainty. Thank you for sharing, we all sit in it with you too ❤️

It's really insightful to considered whether you're exhausted at the moment. I know when I am tired, I am way more vulnerable to those thoughts and feelings. I wonder if there is something you can do for yourself today to rest or find some nourishment?

Do take care and go gently with yourself today.

@toodles

I'm ok thanks. I do get scared at times, sure. But as I've been saying in another thread- following sport and listening to music help me a lot- to disengage from fears and unwanted thoughts.

I don't know what to say about Toodles. It's a very complex relationship you have, isn't it?

But just quickly- no need for Sorry, Or Dumb. Dumb. Dumb. If you are aiming "Dumb" at yourself, that's not fair on yourself. You're trying to deal with a Lot, with no instruction manual. You're doing what you can. Don't give up on that

@StuF

Im so sorry i Never replied on the other thread. What music do you listen to? I like classical and rnb, Toodles likes punk and heavy metal - it’s a wonderful combination for the neighbours, they must think there are a few of us.

i don’t know what toodles is.

Take care stu x

Hi @Former-Member

i do the things I learnt to do, sometimes, sometimes not. I don’t want to see war. I haven’t seen my family in Europe for years and I don’t want them to die. I don’t want to be alive. I don’t think people will change. I get told I’m safe here and that nothings wrong in my life and that I can’t predict the future. Doesn’t make sense to me. I don’t make the world a better place. I used to have a teddy to help me but I think they took it in off me in hospital. I miss my teddy.
what do you do when you’re tired of life?

No apologies needed @toodles

Music? All sorts. Well, rock, electronic, punk, heavy metal, alternative, etc...a bunch of words with not a great deal of meaning! lol

(Always good to keep the neighbours guessing!)

You take care too