Feeling worthless

Hi not really sure how to start this or what I'm hoping will come from it. I guess just somewhere that maybe someone will listen to me for once.

I'm a ftm and have a beautiful 7 month old but I'm struggling with life so much. I've never experienced life with kids before and uts very different.

My husband and I keep fighting and many times he says he wishes he could just leave or be single, I can't say anything or else it's me causing arguments or not acknowledging My part in the argument.

I'm starting to feel like just a part if the furniture and a nanny.

I've started working so I'm not home a few dats in week but the stress of coming home to still care gor a baby and try to clean cook meals etc makes me think is it worth working when im getting more exhausted, I'd quit but as my husbands work is so intermittent we need the $$.

I'm just so lost I have no friends, dont drive and just feel useless as a parent and wife. I don't know what to do anymore

Anyway thanks for reading if you got to the end.