Hey @Natasha3 firstly welcome to the forums, I really hope that you find some supportive friends here, there is usually always someone around to offer a listening ear or just some distraction.
Im really sorry that you are experiencing such intense panic attacks during your pregnancy. Is it something that you experienced prior? Or is this a new thing? It wasn’t something that I experienced, but I had other issues that made my pregnancy not so great. I think in some ways it put a dampener on what should of been a really positive and happy time of my life- I was disappointed.
Id really encourage you to reach out to your midwife. They should be able to help you get the support you need and deserve. They can often push through referrals because there was time constraints on it.
And please don’t feel guilty. You are doing the best you can with what you have been dealt and hopefully soon you can get things sorted out. I know it sounds really simple but do you do deep breathing? My psychologist had me practice deep breathing at least 3 times a day when I was feeling ok, so that when I needed to do deep breathing during an anxiety attack my body knew what to do and was better able to pull on those skills. There are other things that I would be happy to suggest, but thought I would ask if there are coping tools that you already try?
please be kind to yourself 💕