TheJuZShoWSenior Contributor
Stress
Stressing out right now. I am not sure if some of you know about technical issues or computers. But the program/app I usually write music on went back into trial mode due to an update and the company who own and create it have an old email address on their system that I currently cannot access. I have been sorting it out by getting in touch with both them and the email service. But atm I can't write music or save any projects, which is really frustrating. This dug up anxiety, stress and sense of uneasiness. Music means a lot to me. But I have also been undergoing some mild writer's block as a result of my mood and physical well being. Not being able to be motivated and creative is paralyzing. Atm I have done all I could do to solve this. Now I wait til they all get back to me.
Anyway, I did the right thing and made myself a chamomile tea. I also took a moment and did a lot of deep breathing. I am still on edge. But it's not as bad as it was. It's funny how something that means a lot to you goes wrong and causes all these feelings. Sometimes it's trivial and it makes you think you shouldn't overthink. Yet, these feelings can be so normal.