Something about where I am at right now

I’m not sure what the disability employment agencies are like now but in my experience they’ve been pretty useless. If you want to go down that route I’d be really pressuring them to get a job that suits your qualifications and nothing less. There is covert discrimination with this illness and you have to push these agencies to get real work

Hi @MDT

I understand the feeling of being 'too aware', I feel like if I am too aware of my mental health it does get worse and I look for distractions or a change to help ease my mind. But then because I don't feel up for it I don't try too much betterment either. I am doing my best atm to accept where I am and this just might be my new normal for a time. I constantly have to remind myself that nothing is stagnant and slowly slowly things might move in a more positive direction. I just wish I could quantum leap at times but it is just not for me. I need to take it slow and steady.

Wishing you some clarity !

I hear you loud and clear my friend. With my severe mental illness your story reads exactly how I used to be. For me still comes in waves everything's great for two years then sucks for two years. Oh the advice I could give on finding a friend with benefits, unfortunately although it is extremely helpful to your mental health and something I never regretted it maybe flaged by the moderator, 🤣, this is all Anonymous oh god I hope it's Anonymous lol. For a lot of people I have found if they get that sex thing out of the way a lot of things just starts a fall into place I'm not sure if you're male or female because it's Anonymous. If you're a man it's easy if you're a woman it's 10 times easier don't worry about standards or anything just get it out of the way 🤣, seriously though thanks for sharing you have a lot of guts I might actually share something of myself like that👍