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So I did not get accepted into a program to fund future studies.

I haven't said much about this. I got accepted into a uni program. But I did not get accepted into the funding program. This means that I won't be doing the uni course. I'll defer it.

There were some ideas put forward to me in terms of what to do next so I may take them up

I know I just started a new role. But thing is it isn't what I want in life. It's just processes.

Bad news today and I'm bummed out.

I said to my dad I wanted to speak with him about things. He is good with advice.

I can't talk to my mum about this as she is herself depressed and hostile to anything I raise. So I don't bother now.

Also I don't seek their permission. I seek their advice. Because they've been places and know the ways of the world.