Hi @sainter So glad you have joined this forum. You'll find many kindred spirits and will receive beautiful support. I know I have. I'm so sorry to read of your loss, both partner and home. Two major events hey. It sounds like you have a passion for our beautiful wildlife and that is truly a most admirable quality. Tells me you are a compassionate sensitive caring soul and people like that, me included, are very sensitive to the pain and suffering of our earth at present. Hard not to be hey? Are there any wildlife rescue organisations close to you that you could connect with, or perhaps start one. What other skills, passions do you enjoy to keep you centred. Please be gentle on yourself and cry if you must cause that's okay. Release of strong emotions is better than withholding. Tassie certainly is beautiful and I know from time spent there that the wildlife need people like you.