Angry/Agitated, someone tell me to shut up, withdrawing cause I dont really feel like speaking to people

You know, I'm looking at some of of the attachment feelings that you're describing. There's cross-over going on isn't there? I mean, the way things were with your mother would be hard not to intertwine with you peer romances.

Looking at things that way makes me want to send so much positive maternal juju towards you. I'm not sure what format that would take, but I really want that for you.

thanks so much @wellwellwellnez and everyone else on here honestly this morning I woke up feeling kind of stupid for asking someone such a question,I reached out to him last night and thought it best at the time to send him a voice message,he did respond however Im not sure what I needed from asking that question what out come did I want,kind of argueing with myself over it in the shower this morning and frankly I havnt read his response as Ive let my phone go flat today just resting and watching a netflix series ,ordering take out meal for dinner just cause I feel like it,thaks for the positive vibes everyone,will read his response when Im ready maybe Im a bit hesitant,scared and want to avoid possible answers for the time being but I geuss at least I got to the root of at least one of the inner issues thank you for the positive vibes

Hi @LostAngel hope you enjoyed your dinner and I hope everything is going well.