Hello @Arkham98143
I wanted to let you know that I feel for you experiencing negative voices..
That is a very difficult time and drains so much of your energy..
I hope that you have some time during your day where you are free from such experiences..
If you have a gp with whom you trust and feel safe that would be a good place to start...
The fact that you have been taking medication for years...leads me to the question is the person who first prescribed this medication still supporting you...monitoring your health on a regular basis?
You are using self compassion on a daily basis which indicates so strongly that you are working hard to look after yourself as well as try and improve your situation..
Gps can refer you for a plan to see a psychologist paid by medicare under the umbrella of a "mental health care plan".
If this does not work out...Do not whatever give up..
Give feedback to referring doctor about your experience..
Research if does not work and go elsewhere...is not you...persevere and you will find help...there are sincere people within the system who genuinely care..
you can also ring the sane helpline..1800 187 263
This phone number is in the top right hand corner of the page that you are on in the forums..
something that I myself had not noticed (why would I?) until pointed out. None of us scan every section of a page when opening up about our feelings...
I wish you all the best... You have a desire to seek help this is commendable..given everything that you have experienced by ignorant people within the public community..
They are at fault not you...
Be true to yourself and rise above them..
You are on the right path to find direction in your life...lead your life as you are entitled to..
This means so much to me because my son goes through this..
I hope that I have not overwhelmed you with my lengthy reply..
All the best
Sophia1