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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
I feel like my thoughts are out of control they are around SH, am safe but am struggling with the thoughts I have been so stressed the thoughts are just coming back. I don't want to have my addiction to SH again. I want to stay clean.
@Former-Member - am safe
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@MDT @Snowie - seriously can it get any worse, I'm fighting with family they don't care about me just like no one cares anyways. I feel alone I feel worthless, I am just a let down. I'm over family treating me badly, I'm over them telling me I'm faking my MH when I'm not.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
We care @Fluttershy1
Come join me for a cuppa.
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@Snowie - I'm having coke
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JynxModerator
@Fluttershy1 feeling annoyed is super valid. Maybe it means you're feeling disrespected.
What do you usually do when you're annoyed? I like to write and then tear up the paper (or burn it if I have a safe way to do so!). Or maybe you could go and do some very vigorous harvesting in your farming game 
Do you want to get anything off your chest?
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Can I tag you if I vent @Jynx
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JynxModerator
If you like @Fluttershy1 and I will respond when I can. I'm around for a couple more hours 
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@Jynx - things have been quite hard at home, it's been constant arguing nearly everyday because we are in each other's faces, I have my support workers come in and out and she doesn't even care she still smokes inside and totally ignores me, they are making me use them to drive me around l, I'm quite independent myself but they won't let me catch public transport. They tell me I'm not independent because I'm relying on them when I'm not, they are telling me to use them when I don't want to, I'd rather travel on public transport. They tell me I'm faking my DID, BPD,C-PTSD etc etc, when I'm not, it's actually been diagnosed. They have been spoiling my brother he gets whatever he wants but when I want something small it's a instant no, they make me feel worthless. Grandma eats all the food I buy so I don't have anything to eat that I like. She just helps herself to everything I buy for myself.
My brother treats me horribly sometimes which is unfair and I'm the one to blame because apparently I started something when I didn't.
I hardly hear from dad, he doesn't even put a effort in to talk to me and ask if I'm okay, his wife hates me.
Nobody believes that I have gone through trauma, my step dad used to do dr*gs & alco*ol, he used to do it in front of me, when he wasn't doing that he would just get very angry and aggressive, that was when I was younger so I don't really feel good around him.
ive been assaulted in the past, it's just all coming back to me now.
I feel so alone and worthless and like a failure.
am safe
@Snowie @MDT @TAB @BlueBay @Peregrinefalcon
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BPDSurvivorSenior Contributor
Hugs @Fluttershy1 .
I hear you.
We are here for you.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
Sorry to hear you are going through so much @Fluttershy1
I hope it helps getting it out here 💕💕
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
Hugs @Fluttershy1 we care about you. Pls tske care. Can you chat to a crisis counsellor like lifeline ?
xxxooo
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