I wish the emotional pain would stop, I feel overwhelmed, I feel not good enough for my family, family keep judging me for who I am and my MH, they don't accept me for who I am. I try to be okay around them when I'm not, I just feel like my whole world is crashing. I just feel like a let down. I'm over acting like everything is okay when it isn't. Family are judging me for always wearing jumpers because of my SH scars *am safe*. I just don't know how to feel at the moment, I'm bottling everything up, it's hard being in lockdown, I can't even see my pysch face to face, it's all over Telehealth, it's not fair. I feel so alone. I have been impulsive online shopping just to cope. I just feel like everything is a effort. My eating disorder is back, I'm struggling to at least get 2 meals into me a day.....
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