Lost9Senior Contributor
Lost control over my mind
Today was a bad day. I spent most of it in tears. It didn't really match my thoughts. I might think something negative for the briefest second and then ai would cry for ages when my thoughts went onto other more positive. things For many years I have felt like a group of people in the community have control over my mind. What I think doesn't seem to respond to my actions. I have tried distracting myself but it doesn't necessarily work. I feel these people sabotage whatever I do because if I am down or have made a mistake they make me cry heartily. The crying seems way out of balance to what I am thinking or my personality and how I would have reacted not the overacted response they give me. I could go into further details but I will leave it there for the moment. Is any one else having the same trouble?
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