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Some company

Some company

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Morning @frog sorry you're feeling anxious this morning, what's happening at work today?

hey @MDT not much happening, will do coffee here soon. Bit buggered. Woke up around midnight last night to enjoy some realistic hallucinations that still have me on edge. On the positive side, intensity of suicidal ideation has eased up it seems. Some good distraction work by @TAB last night haha

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thats good to hear about SI easing up @saltandpepper
I have those experiences.

I woke up at about 3am and was awake and overheated. sucked major ass...

i guess i got back to sleep though so that is something to be thankful for though i suspect i will hit the wall by 10am

well i have my work computer open atm so i guess I have started, but what i am doing i have no idea. Lol. Reminds me of old job

yeah good work @TAB re: distraction lol

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Nightmares @MDT ?

Yeah no stranger to SI but usually not to the degree that it has been the past week. Hopefully worst of it's over now. Got my boy here climbing all over me being crazy. Trying to eat my nose for some reason and he's finding that to be endlessly amusing. Makes me feel happy

bit different going to work but not actually going there is it? It's shit isn't it haha

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not last night but the night before i was actually sweating. I feel the cold so i over compensate with blankets lol. I had thermal pants on and flanno sheets. With 2 blankts and a doona. Lol. Sometimes if i am way too hot when i sleep i have bad dreams. Maybe there is a table or graph somewhere that depicts it - how bad the dream is depends on 5 degree intervals haha

haha that's good re: son. That made me laugh. Good on you mate!

yeah working from home sucks.

Just got email from yesterday at work saying a lot of things have changed because of covid lockdowns all over our state - basically means half the work done is now at a losss. Can't be done. Pretty silly. I guess it's a bad decision from up the top chain of command. Would make more sense to assume the worst and work back from there rather than spend all this time and energy on something that was likely to be cut in half. Oh well. Can all be put down to "experience"

I said to mum that now it's boring. Dunno what to do. Half of me wants to quit because I'm bored and distracted but then the other half says hang around for the cash and the "oh look this person did APS Level 5 job for 6 months" haha

such is life lol

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ask GP about sleep studies @MDT ha have 2 siblings in APS took them like 20 years to get to level 5 @MDT just do the job and let other people worry about stuff

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Same re cold @MDT i got this electric blanket that starts off heating high and after an hour drops down to low. Thought it would be annoying but has actually helped with the sweaty nightmareness.

I dunno man, i feel like sensible me wants to say stick it out, only a couple more months and it'll tie in with end of yearish uni study. But tis your life and you should do what you want to do. What's the point in doing shit that makes us unhappy?

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gee whiz @TAB
20 years... reminds me of my old job in the court system. Took people that long to accelerate through that system.
what a world
Yeah, use meetings to create impression am busy lol
I am a cheek hams at times

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i agree with you totall @saltandpepper
I guess the benefit of this role is that i get paid. And I get to say that, like @TAB pointed out, it is level 5 APS. Can just use that on cv and linkedin

Meanwhile, I can spend that time more fruitfully on other things like internrship, writing and job application

I miss writing actually

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um well they both had big 'career breaks' in the middle but thats probably as high as they will get or want to be now @MDT

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Me too hams. What kinda writing @MDT

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