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I think I am starting to become invisible

Eden1919Senior Contributor01 Aug 2021, 11:25 am AEST

I think I am starting to become invisible

I don’t know how to explain this properly but I think I am starting to become invisible as in not my body well not yet but all my actions and stuff don’t leave any marks and people can’t see them a lot of the time like I am being erased slowly and I am really scared because either it will happen fully or it is just them getting ready to destroy me and that is why they won’t let me touch anything I don’t know what to do and I am really scared and I want to cry and I can’t tell if I am becoming not real or if everyone else is not real.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor02 Aug 2021, 4:00 pm AEST

Re: I think I am starting to become invisible

I dont know what to do I have spent all morning crying and on the verge of a panic attack and i am so tired but i cant sleep and idk everything is a mess.

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Unknown userMember02 Aug 2021, 6:34 pm AEST

Re: I think I am starting to become invisible

Hey there @Eden1919

I can see your strugglling at the moment and are feeling quite exhausted, what do you feel may be helpful for you right now? Have you used any of your usual strategies?

Here for you if you need anything....

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Eden1919Senior Contributor02 Aug 2021, 6:38 pm AEST

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@Former-Member all my ususal strategies arent working at the moment like nothing i have been trying the last 3-4 days has been working and idk what else to do i tried to stinking helpline but that made it worse and idk nothig it helping.

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OtterSenior Contributor02 Aug 2021, 8:41 pm AEST

Re: I think I am starting to become invisible

Hi @Eden1919 ,

Just checking in and seeing if you might want to try another service tonight in terms of reaching out, or if there is a preferred strategy or if its worth having a look at your safety plan if you're still really struggling tonight?

Thinking of you and here with the whole community supporting you,

Otter

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Eden1919Senior Contributor02 Aug 2021, 8:54 pm AEST

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@Otter I dont know what to do anymore i tried a helpline last night but it made me feel a lot worse so i am not doing that again and nothing i have been trying is working and idk there is just nothing left.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor03 Aug 2021, 7:02 pm AEST

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I have to see my case manager soon and i am very nervous. idk what i am going to do they cant find out what is going on or i am screwed.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor03 Aug 2021, 9:36 pm AEST

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it is happening again they are getting ready and i am slowly being erased

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Eden1919Senior Contributor04 Aug 2021, 8:31 am AEST

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I know no one will see this or even care if they can see it but I am so scared about my appointment today I feeel horrible and shaky and I don’t know what to do with myself I can’t even sleep until then because I still can’t sleep.

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